It's been almost three years and a baby later and still no progress,but we just moved in together 3 months ago
He 29,I'm 22
He's overly critical.every little mistake or fukk up he going off on me,making a big ass deal of it even though he fukk up too
He's secretive and closed in.I can't ask him anything about anything.he gets mad when I call and ask wyd or wya.I can already hear the attitude when he say hello
We don't talk about anything really.not general or personal topics.only thing he discuss wit me are politics and I'm barely interested
He sneaky and I don't trust him cuz he never been open with me.he got a baby mama.the baby was under one wen we started messing around.I asked about his bm,why they not together,wat happened ect..he told me absolutely nothing(shouldve fell back right there
)
The sex is boring and stale.he only ever does two positions.he don't know how to hit my spot or eat p*ssy.he barely suck on my neck n t*ts n wen he does it seems forced..no passion,chemistry,freakiness(he never uttered one word during sex)
I didn't meet his mother until I was five months pregnant(over a year in).and anytime his family member around(a couple times) he's never introduce me.it's like I'm not there
His personality with me is dry n sour.but Ive seen him interact with his friends and family n it's always smiles n jokes.he is lively with them
We don't have a connection or bond.the vibe is fukked up.I don't think he respect or value me.sometimes I feel like he s trying to bully me or kill my self esteem but I'm no bytch so there alot of arguing.
I'm tired and on the verge of leaving him but everytime I go he blowing up my phone asking a millions questions
I don't understand why he wants to be with me cuz he act like I'm not good enough for him(hes said it before).he's basically perfect and everything goes wrong is my fault.
I overlook his flaws(there's alot) n never put him down or cheated but he put my mistakes n flaws on a billboard
He's a turn off and my dislike for him grows everyday.it's takes a toll on me cuz it hurts so bad
It's my fault tho cuz I saw most of this shyt n the beginning n still carried on with it
I did this to myself
Why is this man with me n won't let me go.I can't continue to live like this..I'm too young
He 29,I'm 22
He's overly critical.every little mistake or fukk up he going off on me,making a big ass deal of it even though he fukk up too
He's secretive and closed in.I can't ask him anything about anything.he gets mad when I call and ask wyd or wya.I can already hear the attitude when he say hello
We don't talk about anything really.not general or personal topics.only thing he discuss wit me are politics and I'm barely interested
He sneaky and I don't trust him cuz he never been open with me.he got a baby mama.the baby was under one wen we started messing around.I asked about his bm,why they not together,wat happened ect..he told me absolutely nothing(shouldve fell back right there
)
The sex is boring and stale.he only ever does two positions.he don't know how to hit my spot or eat p*ssy.he barely suck on my neck n t*ts n wen he does it seems forced..no passion,chemistry,freakiness(he never uttered one word during sex)
I didn't meet his mother until I was five months pregnant(over a year in).and anytime his family member around(a couple times) he's never introduce me.it's like I'm not there
His personality with me is dry n sour.but Ive seen him interact with his friends and family n it's always smiles n jokes.he is lively with them
We don't have a connection or bond.the vibe is fukked up.I don't think he respect or value me.sometimes I feel like he s trying to bully me or kill my self esteem but I'm no bytch so there alot of arguing.
I'm tired and on the verge of leaving him but everytime I go he blowing up my phone asking a millions questions
I don't understand why he wants to be with me cuz he act like I'm not good enough for him(hes said it before).he's basically perfect and everything goes wrong is my fault.
I overlook his flaws(there's alot) n never put him down or cheated but he put my mistakes n flaws on a billboard
He's a turn off and my dislike for him grows everyday.it's takes a toll on me cuz it hurts so bad
It's my fault tho cuz I saw most of this shyt n the beginning n still carried on with it
I did this to myselfWhy is this man with me n won't let me go.I can't continue to live like this..I'm too young
