U know, usually when I have these thoughts I'm able to just say'work harder" or "work smarter" or "it's coming. Just keep enduring" but reality is starting to set in. A guy like me was born to lose
I always had big dreams, dreams so big it'll destroy the avg person mentally, leave them balled up in a fetal position on the ground shivering. I told myself when I was a child I would be great one day.
And look at what I've been reduced to, a fukking servant , surrounded by mediocrity. Making fukking copies for ppl with stains on their fukking shirt. I look at the customers and my co-workers and cringe. I don't belong around these people, I'm fukking great but because I was born into a bad area at a bad time, to a poor family I'm just another number.
I'm going to have to be somebody's bytch for the rest of my life. Because opportunity in America is an illusion. The ppl in power can do anything they want. Why do u think alotta woman gotta suck dikk and take it in the ass to get certain positions? Talent don't matter man.
Man nobody gives a fukk about skill and work ethic, man u can work hard all-day everyday and if the right person don't put u on....you're going to rot until u give up or become a drug addict
Really if u want something in America, u gotta do some wicked shyt for it. That's why this place is Babylon, u gotta manipulate, fukk, steal, kill, sell drugs
And if u want to be honest, prepared to just be a bytch that absolutely no control over your destiny
This is all fukked up, if u have to live a life of being average...then what's the point of living ?
I always had big dreams, dreams so big it'll destroy the avg person mentally, leave them balled up in a fetal position on the ground shivering. I told myself when I was a child I would be great one day.
And look at what I've been reduced to, a fukking servant , surrounded by mediocrity. Making fukking copies for ppl with stains on their fukking shirt. I look at the customers and my co-workers and cringe. I don't belong around these people, I'm fukking great but because I was born into a bad area at a bad time, to a poor family I'm just another number.
I'm going to have to be somebody's bytch for the rest of my life. Because opportunity in America is an illusion. The ppl in power can do anything they want. Why do u think alotta woman gotta suck dikk and take it in the ass to get certain positions? Talent don't matter man.
Man nobody gives a fukk about skill and work ethic, man u can work hard all-day everyday and if the right person don't put u on....you're going to rot until u give up or become a drug addict
Really if u want something in America, u gotta do some wicked shyt for it. That's why this place is Babylon, u gotta manipulate, fukk, steal, kill, sell drugs
And if u want to be honest, prepared to just be a bytch that absolutely no control over your destiny
This is all fukked up, if u have to live a life of being average...then what's the point of living ?
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