Ms.CuriousCat
All Star
I'm sat here feeling super pissed off on behalf of Eric Garner and Tamir Rice and then I realise this has been happening for decades but people like me who are not living in the United States of dAmnation have just not been exposed to it.
Separately I've been educating myself on African history. My question was; what was the history of Africa before Europeans were unleashed onto the continent. What I found was cities and kingdoms whose structures were destroyed and their relics stolen or hidden in order for the white man to justify his scramble for land and wealth that wasn't his.
http://www.siliconafrica.com/terra-nullius/
There was a really interesting video on this topic but I can't find it. Ultimately white settlers destroyed these sites.
I am at the cusp of entering full blown hatesville at the crossing between white people are the devil and would any group of people do the same given the chance? Either its humanity or white people.
But my question to you as people who live this reality is how do you manage the anger? It's taking root in me and making me hate. Hate hurts you and I am not looking to get cancer. I've started to take it out on random white guys masculinity by refusing to acknowledge their existence when they try to get eye contact. This is getting unhealthy, need to learn how to manage this emotion.
ps Like I said can't find the video of how europeans destroyed African cities but cool video here
Nubian Kingdom (modern day North Sudan) older than ancient Egypt when the area was fertile
Separately I've been educating myself on African history. My question was; what was the history of Africa before Europeans were unleashed onto the continent. What I found was cities and kingdoms whose structures were destroyed and their relics stolen or hidden in order for the white man to justify his scramble for land and wealth that wasn't his.
http://www.siliconafrica.com/terra-nullius/
There was a really interesting video on this topic but I can't find it. Ultimately white settlers destroyed these sites.
I am at the cusp of entering full blown hatesville at the crossing between white people are the devil and would any group of people do the same given the chance? Either its humanity or white people.
But my question to you as people who live this reality is how do you manage the anger? It's taking root in me and making me hate. Hate hurts you and I am not looking to get cancer. I've started to take it out on random white guys masculinity by refusing to acknowledge their existence when they try to get eye contact. This is getting unhealthy, need to learn how to manage this emotion.
ps Like I said can't find the video of how europeans destroyed African cities but cool video here
Nubian Kingdom (modern day North Sudan) older than ancient Egypt when the area was fertile

you on the right path. 



