Its bytch going thru a lifestyle change when drugs bring u happiness.
You got that demon nagging you everday to go back to your old ways and that demon will nag u to go backwards for the rest of your life.
Most give into the demon.
But you do feel pride when u hit that 1 year mark without breaking.
That pride then turns into motivation to keep going.
I haven't had a cigarette in 12 years . But that demon still breaths on me every once in awhile.