All I ended up getting for Christmas was my heart broken

[FcKuPaYmE]

The girl I spent 7 years of my life with, the girl I almost married, the girl I had a child and started a family with, decided to leave me under the understanding that she was only leaving temporarily, that she just needed time apart and that she had every intention of coming back.

In 12 days, it will have been one year since. I tried everything I could to rebuild our relationship. I went through a terrible depression, completely loathed myself, and had constant thoughts of suicide. I was coming close to making everything work out, completely turned my life around for this girl and our son so we could all be a family again. About a month ago, things greatly started to improve and she was even about to come back and were were going to be together again. Everything I had worked for in the last year was finally about to pay off, but in the end I ended up getting hurt once again.

Today I got my son for christmas eve and she came to pick him up after work. Having us all together made me feel so down, rather than being happy in that moment, all I could think about was how things will never be like this ever again. When they left I completely lost it. In an instant I went from being happy and content to feeling absolutely miserable. We started texting and she asked me what was wrong, so I told her.

She told me that I should start trying to date other people. It completely broke my heart to see that from her. For a year I held out hope that she still wanted to be with me, that she still loved me, that she wanted our family together again. She's pretty much telling me that I should move on at this point. I can't move on. I can't just let go of a 7 year long relationship. Trust me, over the last year I've tried as hard as I could to move on, to accept that she isn't coming back. Even if I wanted to move on, even if I tried, she would always be in the back of my mind. I could never love anyone else the way they deserve to be.

So now I will be spending christmas alone, one week later I will be spending my birthday alone, and then 6 days after that constantly reminded that one year ago that day I lost everything that mattered most to me forever. It was also 3 years ago today that we decided that we were going to get married. So that kind of makes this all sting a little bit extra.

 

[MikeBrownsJob]

Jovan Belcher showed you the way.

 

[MMS]

if it makes you feel less bad

she prolly been gettin dogged out for the past year as her old new years resolution

maybe she has a change of heart this year

 

[Sly Cookin]

The girl I spent 7 years of my life with, the girl I almost married, the girl I had a child and started a family with, decided to leave me under the understanding that she was only leaving temporarily, that she just needed time apart and that she had every intention of coming back.

In 12 days, it will have been one year since. I tried everything I could to rebuild our relationship. I went through a terrible depression, completely loathed myself, and had constant thoughts of suicide. I was coming close to making everything work out, completely turned my life around for this girl and our son so we could all be a family again. About a month ago, things greatly started to improve and she was even about to come back and were were going to be together again. Everything I had worked for in the last year was finally about to pay off, but in the end I ended up getting hurt once again.

Today I got my son for christmas eve and she came to pick him up after work. Having us all together made me feel so down, rather than being happy in that moment, all I could think about was how things will never be like this ever again. When they left I completely lost it. In an instant I went from being happy and content to feeling absolutely miserable. We started texting and she asked me what was wrong, so I told her.

She told me that I should start trying to date other people. It completely broke my heart to see that from her. For a year I held out hope that she still wanted to be with me, that she still loved me, that she wanted our family together again. She's pretty much telling me that I should move on at this point. I can't move on. I can't just let go of a 7 year long relationship. Trust me, over the last year I've tried as hard as I could to move on, to accept that she isn't coming back. Even if I wanted to move on, even if I tried, she would always be in the back of my mind. I could never love anyone else the way they deserve to be.

So now I will be spending christmas alone, one week later I will be spending my birthday alone, and then 6 days after that constantly reminded that one year ago that day I lost everything that mattered most to me forever. It was also 3 years ago today that we decided that we were going to get married. So that kind of makes this all sting a little bit extra.

breh, keep your head up

 

[colicolicoli]

People are going to be dikks to you for posting this, but it's good that you're sharing your story with someone even if it's just with a bunch of strangers.

 

[Chris.B]

so you think she was not fukking anyone in the last year?

Move on partner, she already has

 

[flea]

Give it another year. She's seeing someone else. Hurts but it's the truth. She wants u to see other people because she already is. It's over dude. Sorry. Regroup, start over, and get revenge.

 

[semtex]

Hodgetwins may have some advice

 

[Dat Migo]

We all been there breh (well w/o the kid) and that shyt hurts like a motherfukker and it will continue to hurt. Best shyt I can tell you is when you least expect it someone else will come along and make you happy. Until then...

 

[Broke Wave]

Give it another year. She's seeing someone else. Hurts but it's the truth. She wants u to see other people because she already is. It's over dude. Sorry. Regroup, start over, and get revenge.

word word fukk this L taking weirdo tho im coming to miami soon

we gon get fukked up and fight strangers at the bar or u really a puerto rican

 

[Nick Barnes]

 

[flea]

word word fukk this L taking weirdo tho im coming to miami soon

we gon get fukked up and fight strangers at the bar or u really a puerto rican

Dominican -___-
And let me know when you're in town u handsome devil

 

[charmander]

The girl I spent 7 years of my life with, the girl I almost married, the girl I had a child and started a family with, decided to leave me under the understanding that she was only leaving temporarily, that she just needed time apart and that she had every intention of coming back.

In 12 days, it will have been one year since. I tried everything I could to rebuild our relationship. I went through a terrible depression, completely loathed myself, and had constant thoughts of suicide. I was coming close to making everything work out, completely turned my life around for this girl and our son so we could all be a family again. About a month ago, things greatly started to improve and she was even about to come back and were were going to be together again. Everything I had worked for in the last year was finally about to pay off, but in the end I ended up getting hurt once again.

Today I got my son for christmas eve and she came to pick him up after work. Having us all together made me feel so down, rather than being happy in that moment, all I could think about was how things will never be like this ever again. When they left I completely lost it. In an instant I went from being happy and content to feeling absolutely miserable. We started texting and she asked me what was wrong, so I told her.

She told me that I should start trying to date other people. It completely broke my heart to see that from her. For a year I held out hope that she still wanted to be with me, that she still loved me, that she wanted our family together again. She's pretty much telling me that I should move on at this point. I can't move on. I can't just let go of a 7 year long relationship. Trust me, over the last year I've tried as hard as I could to move on, to accept that she isn't coming back. Even if I wanted to move on, even if I tried, she would always be in the back of my mind. I could never love anyone else the way they deserve to be.

So now I will be spending christmas alone, one week later I will be spending my birthday alone, and then 6 days after that constantly reminded that one year ago that day I lost everything that mattered most to me forever. It was also 3 years ago today that we decided that we were going to get married. So that kind of makes this all sting a little bit extra.

this nikka

 

[FcKuPaYmE]

I know eventually I gotta move on

Thanks for the support Im just feeling like shyt right now.

 

[Born2BKing]

I went through a real bad break up similar to what you are going through breh. I was miserable for over a year and went through the depression as well. Let me tell you one thing though. You will eventually move on, no matter how unrealistic that may seem right now. I can't say that you won't be scarred forever because I am myself and more than likely you will be as well. Also, all the little antidotes like hit the gym or find a hobbie or date other people will not take away your pain or heartbreak. The only thing that can do that is time. Keep your head up breh because I always say that severe heartbreak is a pain I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy.