Am I The Only One Who Feels This Way?

[MaxPain]

Warning: Long Read

I grew up in the hood so Im always on edge mentally but as more and more of these shootings happen with these white supremacists

I find myself even more on edge around young white males , or just white men in general

Crazy right? America tells us black men are the monsters

And I can safely say most the violence and guns that been pulled out on me in the streets thru out my life have been by young black & latino dudes (16-24)

But I find myself at ease being around non whites especially blacks cuz growing up in the hood alotta times if u got fukked up u was
1. In the street life
2. Caught a stray
3. Being flashy

And everytime I got fukked up I was doing 1 of the 3 lmao

But these Alt Right soldiers I mean young white men do it for no other reason other than ur not white and can get away with it

These white supremacists are literally shooting up churches with no provocation, ive been around some killers who wouldnt even do that shyt...

That guy at University of Maryland stabbed a future US Army officer for NO reason at a bus stop...

One emptied drums fulla bullets into a crowd in Vegas...

Im on edge regardless but if im in an all white space I feel releif seeing a black person there hell Ill take an asian

I remember seeing two frat type white boys walking to a 7 Eleven that I frequent & felt on edge for some eventful shyt, waiting for them to do another mass shooting or act of violence. I also just assume all young white males are alt right affiliated

Say what u want about the hood but not too many street cats is shooting 50 random people for no good reason or blazing up churches

 

[LebronsHairline]

completely natural far as im concerned, even tho the ones who robbed u pulled the strap out were men of color u prolly felt like u still had some sort of control over the situation whereas u might be in the mall and one of these white boys might randomly walk by and cook yo ass cuz his momma took his xbox away when he was 15 for 2 days. shyts gonna just keep gettin worse

and yea i def feel the same or been feelin the same way more, but not to much

 

[MaxPain]

completely natural far as im concerned, even tho the ones who robbed u pulled the strap out were men of color u prolly felt like u still had some sort of control over the situation whereas u might be in the mall and one of these white boys might randomly walk by and cook yo ass cuz his momma took his xbox away when he was 15 for 2 days. shyts gonna just keep gettin worse

and yea i def feel the same or been feelin the same way more, but not to much

Thats the worse part...white dudes be going beserk over the smallest shyt at random and its making me on edge seeing as over 50 people got shot at a concert for no reason

When I got robbed I was involved in fukk shyt

I could be a square breh that minds his business and get targeted by an angry alt right clown and stabbed and he will beat the case

Like the ROTC breh at UMD


And this has been a lately thing, I didnt feel
this way about CACs growing up but they been showing their ass lately

 

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I get what you mean but I'm not around enough white people for it to cross my mind

 

[How Sway?]

Tbh I feel the same way

The most a brotha will do is rob you unless you're with the shyts.

A cac will kill you just for breathing.

 

[The Fade]

Need to start carrying breh. Never know when you might be in one of those small towns...

 

[MaxPain]

Need to start carrying breh. Never know when you might be in one of those small towns...

Working on that....Im just ready for whatever...

 

[MaxPain]

I get what you mean but I'm not around enough white people for it to cross my mind

They did an Alt right march in a black neighborhood not too long ago...

They can come to u...

 

[CreepyMcCreeperson]

You see how angry they get just by simply being called racist, and us not bowing down to them anymore. Several blacks have been attacked for not standing for the anthem. These people are the most dangerous people on the planet, and rarely face consquences.

I spent a lot of time around white people before I became less confused about the world. They cannot handle the slightest bit of critisism, and are not encouraged to express themselves at home. You ask if everything is okay, and they lie to avoid conflict, while suffering internally. This is why so many of them end up snapping, or in therapy, or drugged out. They are great at presenting a good image, but behind closed doors, it is not good. But even through all their problems, they will still think they are better than any black person.

I've said it before, and I'll say it again. The image of an Ivy League educated, attractive black family in the White House triggered them. Barack and Michelle gave a lot of speeches about their own personal experiences with racism, and they got mad. The message was "we go through everything you go through, but you have to stay strong, and you can't let that stop you." Somehow, white people translated that into "we hate whitey". Add in the explosion of social media, and us seeing all the things they say when we're not in the room. We got mad, and they think "everything is all of a sudden racist". If the black man who became president is still getting called the n-word, there is no point in trying to debate, or make peace with any white person. All the talk about carrying yourself a certain way, and hardwork is bullshyt.

Now, many of us are saying fukk white acceptance, and they're getting even more mad.

 

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They did an Alt right march in a black neighborhood not too long ago...

They can come to u...

i live in section 8 housing they're not coming around here

 

[Collateral]

I’ve always been good at peeping my environment and keeping my head on a swivel but now I ramped that behavior up tenfold. When I catch myself on my phone too long in a line or something I just put that shyt back in my pocket until I’m done there. I hate when I’m standing in line and someone is all on my ass. Mostly short people and women do that.

But it’s always a good idea to keep an eye out of these either old ass cacs, or these young cac boys that be on that bullshyt.