To be at the top u have to be vicious, a dog and have a determination only 5% of the world have.....And you'll be so focused on your goal you'll never be able to love a human as much as your dream. I've accepted I'm going to live a lonely life. Its impossible to give a lady your attention when u wanna sit on the throne.
Plus you have to be a savage, you gotta have an almost sociopath lookout on humanity and a certain detachment. Humans have too become numbers and bodies in order for u to forget they exist after they're no longer useful. In order to get in the proper mind state something in u must die, that naive innocence must die. Its the yin and yang of life..either u can have a loving beautiful relationship or u can be lonely and cold hearted and live an amazing lifestyle that only a small percentage of people could fathom.
I've came to the conclusion in order to achieve the highest levels possible at what u do, u have to have a war like state of mind, U have to have tunnel vision and humans have to become objects/tools to get u there. Anybody becomes a potential enemy or vulture including your own parents. Nobody can be trusted, and u can never become attached to anybody because it creates a weakness that could sidetrack u of the road your own.
Ill never love a women as mush as I love my dream, I sacrificed everything for this shyt, and i;ll be damn if I don't see it through. Ive been tested, shyt on, pissed on, stabbed in the back but im still overcame it. I wont let anybody stop me from achieving this so called "goal" that I'm trying to achieve. And I will never have a wife and kids. I've accepted this, because in order to become a legend, u cant have weaknesses and they'll become an liability. Its like de niro in the movie heat, u gotta have the discipline to walk away from anything
Plus you have to be a savage, you gotta have an almost sociopath lookout on humanity and a certain detachment. Humans have too become numbers and bodies in order for u to forget they exist after they're no longer useful. In order to get in the proper mind state something in u must die, that naive innocence must die. Its the yin and yang of life..either u can have a loving beautiful relationship or u can be lonely and cold hearted and live an amazing lifestyle that only a small percentage of people could fathom.
I've came to the conclusion in order to achieve the highest levels possible at what u do, u have to have a war like state of mind, U have to have tunnel vision and humans have to become objects/tools to get u there. Anybody becomes a potential enemy or vulture including your own parents. Nobody can be trusted, and u can never become attached to anybody because it creates a weakness that could sidetrack u of the road your own.
Ill never love a women as mush as I love my dream, I sacrificed everything for this shyt, and i;ll be damn if I don't see it through. Ive been tested, shyt on, pissed on, stabbed in the back but im still overcame it. I wont let anybody stop me from achieving this so called "goal" that I'm trying to achieve. And I will never have a wife and kids. I've accepted this, because in order to become a legend, u cant have weaknesses and they'll become an liability. Its like de niro in the movie heat, u gotta have the discipline to walk away from anything

