SeveroDrgnfli
Ain't nobody tryin to get indicted.
Throughout my life I've had moments of vulnerability. I curse the heavens and the evils of man. I ask for a sign, something, anything to keep me going.
I don't pray. I ask the universe or God to allow me the ability to understand and persevere and if I'm supposed to suffer I ask to me made a righteous person.
I meet people throughout my life who have a profound affect on me. They always come to me when I'm in crisis. They never stay in my life long but I will never forget these people.
My angels are always women and children. Excluding one. One was a man.
God doesn't speak to men. We don't deserve it. He listen though, and I'm always talking and hoping. I believe in some things very much. My life has been very difficult because I've been alone for most of it.
I remember being ready to die, fukking up, or having no guidance. I hoped with every molecule of my being for guidance and strength. Angels come to me when I call upon them and really mean it.
It's easy to dismiss me as crazy, but until you've been in the dark alone, as a 7yo child. No adults around. You're in pain because you're so hungry. Clothes are dirty. You're scared.
Something tells you to go outside. A gut feeling you cannot shake. You know it's not you, because there's another voice telling you to not do that. But the voice telling you to to outside is kind and comforting. You're not scared anymore, it's almost as if someone is holding your hand.
You open the door. And your neighbor happens to be coming home and offers you food and company until you're okay.
You're driving on the freeway high as angel wings. It's raining. Nobody else is on the road. You keep speeding up. Your mind is saying it's time to fukking go, fukk all this shyt. You take your hands off the wheel and floor it.
You black out. Some how you're at your girl's house. Safe. Your phone has a text message saying, "I love you."
Whenever I lose faith or am in need of spiritual upliftment angels come to me and they guide me. Thing is, I'm receptive to it. If you close your heart and soul they will not come to you.
I'm not even religious. That's how I know angels are real. I don't deserve God's grace. I don't deserve many things. I'm a POS. But I know I'm destined for greatness and major changes.
I've been suicidal my whole life, I do want to die ASAP. But I'm not supposed to. I've been guided into situations that build me up. my self worth is still non existent. But my mission has value to me and it keeps me alive. Sometimes I forget why I'm here. And Angels remind me and keep me alive.
I've always felt alienated so I alienate myself. I don't feel connected to anyone or loved by anyone. I don't dwell on it, because fukk it. But
I've always felt an energy surrounding me. it's strong. It protects me. When I run out of energy I tap into that force. And it propels me to do great things.
People who have strong senses for the supernatural are always drawn to me. So are animals and children. It's scary. I swear animals spoke to me as a child. I've never been scared of animals. I just understand them. Kids love me.
I've been told many times I have a very powerful aura. And I attract spirits. I've been told this energy isn't evil, but it's dark. I've been told nobody can stop me and I'm destined to do great things, but there's a good chance I will destroy myself in the process.
I don't think about anything anymore. I ask for guidance and open my heart and eyes to signs. I follow those signs and things always work out no matter what.
I prefer to be alone so I can stay connected and develop my energy. People distract me, and usually steer me of chorus. Recently my angels have been telling me to finish school so I'm doing it. They've also been telling me to date. I don't want to, but I know if they're telling me that's what I need to do I'll do it.
Cheers,
-Exploding Boy.
I don't pray. I ask the universe or God to allow me the ability to understand and persevere and if I'm supposed to suffer I ask to me made a righteous person.
I meet people throughout my life who have a profound affect on me. They always come to me when I'm in crisis. They never stay in my life long but I will never forget these people.
My angels are always women and children. Excluding one. One was a man.
God doesn't speak to men. We don't deserve it. He listen though, and I'm always talking and hoping. I believe in some things very much. My life has been very difficult because I've been alone for most of it.
I remember being ready to die, fukking up, or having no guidance. I hoped with every molecule of my being for guidance and strength. Angels come to me when I call upon them and really mean it.
It's easy to dismiss me as crazy, but until you've been in the dark alone, as a 7yo child. No adults around. You're in pain because you're so hungry. Clothes are dirty. You're scared.
Something tells you to go outside. A gut feeling you cannot shake. You know it's not you, because there's another voice telling you to not do that. But the voice telling you to to outside is kind and comforting. You're not scared anymore, it's almost as if someone is holding your hand.
You open the door. And your neighbor happens to be coming home and offers you food and company until you're okay.
You're driving on the freeway high as angel wings. It's raining. Nobody else is on the road. You keep speeding up. Your mind is saying it's time to fukking go, fukk all this shyt. You take your hands off the wheel and floor it.
You black out. Some how you're at your girl's house. Safe. Your phone has a text message saying, "I love you."
Whenever I lose faith or am in need of spiritual upliftment angels come to me and they guide me. Thing is, I'm receptive to it. If you close your heart and soul they will not come to you.
I'm not even religious. That's how I know angels are real. I don't deserve God's grace. I don't deserve many things. I'm a POS. But I know I'm destined for greatness and major changes.
I've been suicidal my whole life, I do want to die ASAP. But I'm not supposed to. I've been guided into situations that build me up. my self worth is still non existent. But my mission has value to me and it keeps me alive. Sometimes I forget why I'm here. And Angels remind me and keep me alive.
I've always felt alienated so I alienate myself. I don't feel connected to anyone or loved by anyone. I don't dwell on it, because fukk it. But
I've always felt an energy surrounding me. it's strong. It protects me. When I run out of energy I tap into that force. And it propels me to do great things.
People who have strong senses for the supernatural are always drawn to me. So are animals and children. It's scary. I swear animals spoke to me as a child. I've never been scared of animals. I just understand them. Kids love me.
I've been told many times I have a very powerful aura. And I attract spirits. I've been told this energy isn't evil, but it's dark. I've been told nobody can stop me and I'm destined to do great things, but there's a good chance I will destroy myself in the process.
I don't think about anything anymore. I ask for guidance and open my heart and eyes to signs. I follow those signs and things always work out no matter what.
I prefer to be alone so I can stay connected and develop my energy. People distract me, and usually steer me of chorus. Recently my angels have been telling me to finish school so I'm doing it. They've also been telling me to date. I don't want to, but I know if they're telling me that's what I need to do I'll do it.
Cheers,
-Exploding Boy.
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