in the middle of some shyt right now, and i dunno if its the anxiety or what, but the feeling of not being able to get a deep breath is awful. went to get a physical a few months back as it had been a few years, and the doc told me to go see a cardiologist. turns out i had developed an arrhythmia and they had to go in surgically with whats called an ablation. it didnt fully work, and i went back into arrhythmia like 6 weeks after and was in the er and admitted and had to get my heart shocked back into normal rhythm. every since my initial procedure, i have had breathing trouble, and now im on meds until another prodecure the 29th of this month, and the combo of the side effects and the meds is just fukking brutal. getting an mri friday, they are looking for one of these. what in the fukkStressed out the right side of my heart and still suffer from shortness of breath to this day.
Its been like 6 months
that anxiety is a bytch tho.![]()
