Any extremely competitive brehs on here?

[Neo. The Only. The One.]

I have a problem

Man, I'm consumed with competition. Like it's a fire burning in me. See, I'm never going to hate on the next man but if I see he's doing better than me, I'm like "oh hell nah time to get in the lab" cause I just can't stand the thought of being behind other folks. I dont wish bad on them, in fact I want them to keep doing what they're doing, cause it serves as a motivator for me.

I wasn't an athlete in school or anything like that. I'm the smart guy.

My competitive nature kicks in when it comes to knowledge, career and money. A lot of the time I'm finding that I'm not even really competing with other people. I'm competing with my IDEA of other people. And then when I drill deeper into that, I think I'm really competing with myself.

That happened once with a competition I was in. It was a CTF (tech brehs know what im talking about) and I was going so hard cause in my mind, I was far behind, and this dude or that dude was way ahead of me and they were winning.

Then when it ended, I found out I beat everybody... like they weren't even close to me. Nobody was even near me. But I was going hard like a possessed person because I thought I was going to lose.

So that's an example of me going hard competing with my idea of what other people are doing, which winds up being me competing with myself.

I need to go lay on somebody's couch one day and talk through all this stuff. This can't be healthy. I lie awake at night working, studying this tech stuff, going hard, thinking that I have to do this because other folks are ahead of me. And it hit me tonight that maybe I'm doing what I always do... my mind is playing tricks on me making me think that I'm behind when really it's a psychological trigger that makes me go harder because at the end of the day, the only one I can compete with is myself.

Yes dear diary i know I know. I'll post the Moesha theme myself.


Nah forget that I'm posting the remix

 

[Charlie Hustle]

You ain't shyt OP and you need to work harder. While you're posting your thoughts on the coli, you're getting behind. This indian dude just like you thought he was getting ahead until someone jumped out of a flaming helicopter, threw a sword at him and cut off his arm.

 

[Neo. The Only. The One.]

You ain't shyt OP and you need to work harder.

No sleep tonight, I'll sleep when I die. You right.

 

[Apprentice]

Lol funny u ask that

I’m in a flag football tournament at school

Today I tweaked out and called some cac a p*ssy during the game

I kno my mama wouldn’t approve of that so I apologized to him after the game and did 20 pushups when I got home

I gotta relax fr

 

[Charlie Hustle]

No sleep tonight, I'll sleep when I die. You right.

I only get 5 solid hours myself and I do more in a day than more people do in a week.

 

[Neo. The Only. The One.]

Lol funny u ask that

I’m in a flag football tournament at school

Today I tweaked out and called some cac a p*ssy during the game

I kno my mama wouldn’t approve of that so I apologized to him after the game and did 20 pushups when I got home

I gotta relax fr

I feel you though. It's like the competition makes you go to that crazy and dark place. But you don't want it to stop because thats what brings out the greatness in you.

 

[Charlie Hustle]

Lol funny u ask that

I’m in a flag football tournament at school

Today I tweaked out and called some cac a p*ssy during the game

I kno my mama wouldn’t approve of that so I apologized to him after the game and did 20 pushups when I got home

I gotta relax fr

I don't know. I feel like you did the right thing but you're not living in the NOW. If you were walking in your destiny, you would have actually called him a p*ssy after a late hit to the kidneys.

 

[Apprentice]

I feel you though. It's like the competition makes you go to that crazy and dark place. But you don't want it to stop because thats what brings out the greatness in you.

Nah I be feeling that, because no matter how hard I try it’ll come out, mind u we were losing the game at the time so it’s like all bets are off

But I see dudes who are great but clearly competitive like Kawhi Leonard or Barry Sanders and it makes me realize it may not be necessary

 

[Apprentice]

I don't know. I feel like you did the right thing but you're not living in the NOW. If you were walking in your destiny, you would have actually called him a p*ssy after a late hit to the kidneys.

That’s very factual lmaooo

Cuz he was talkin shyt and I see that as a sign of disrespect

U wanna be a master of your domain though cuz in the past being driven off my emotions has handed me a lot of Ls

If we woulda lost, prolly woulda fought cuz they woulda been talkin crazy. Can’t let external forces drive u imo

 

[DetroitEWarren]

I have a problem

Man, I'm consumed with competition. Like it's a fire burning in me. See, I'm never going to hate on the next man but if I see he's doing better than me, I'm like "oh hell nah time to get in the lab" cause I just can't stand the thought of being behind other folks. I dont wish bad on them, in fact I want them to keep doing what they're doing, cause it serves as a motivator for me.

I wasn't an athlete in school or anything like that. I'm the smart guy.

My competitive nature kicks in when it comes to knowledge, career and money. A lot of the time I'm finding that I'm not even really competing with other people. I'm competing with my IDEA of other people. And then when I drill deeper into that, I think I'm really competing with myself.

That happened once with a competition I was in. It was a CTF (tech brehs know what im talking about) and I was going so hard cause in my mind, I was far behind, and this dude or that dude was way ahead of me and they were winning.

Then when it ended, I found out I beat everybody... like they weren't even close to me. Nobody was even near me. But I was going hard like a possessed person because I thought I was going to lose.

So that's an example of me going hard competing with my idea of what other people are doing, which winds up being me competing with myself.

I need to go lay on somebody's couch one day and talk through all this stuff. This can't be healthy. I lie awake at night working, studying this tech stuff, going hard, thinking that I have to do this because other folks are ahead of me. And it hit me tonight that maybe I'm doing what I always do... my mind is playing tricks on me making me think that I'm behind when really it's a psychological trigger that makes me go harder because at the end of the day, the only one I can compete with is myself.

Yes dear diary i know I know. I'll post the Moesha theme myself.


Nah forget that I'm posting the remix

Outside of how I should be whooping yo ass in politics, nah, fake magafukker.

 

[Neo. The Only. The One.]

Outside of how I should be whooping yo ass in politics, nah, fake magafukker.

MAGA would put you in a body bag, breh. Don't do this to yourself. You a cool breh, I rocks with you. But if you attack me, all of MAGA gon come out with their hoods for you, double entendre don't ask how.

 

[DetroitEWarren]

MAGA would put you in a body bag, breh. Don't do this to yourself. You a cool breh, I rocks with you. But if you attack me, all of MAGA gon come out with their hoods for you, double entendre don't ask how.

Top 5 Coli double entendre of all time lol, we be hanging hoods doe, double entendre, don't ask me how. Round 1 for Blake nikka.

 

[maxamusa]

they give you a trophy for that?


you fall asleep with it in your arms?

 

[xXMASHERXx]

Congrats on the CTF win but nothing you posted sounds light compared to a real competitive person. I've been told not to participate in certain events because of how I operate and I don't even consider myself ultra competitive, especially at my age now.

 

[Treblemaka]

I'm extremely competitive...with myself.

I need to feel I'm improving month to month.