DaChampIsHere
Survive the drought
I had this girl I used to fukk with heavy back in freshman/sophomore year. She was pretty cool. I always thought she was pretty or whatever, but her self-esteem was always low as fukk. She was older too so I would put it with it/ignore the shyt because I liked fukkin' and she was pretty cool outside of all of that. She has a really great personality and is really outgoing minus the self-esteem factor.
I don't even want to say she was dark skinned but she was darker skinned. She regular black. She always had this complex about her skin color and hair that would have me like
Like we would be chillin' and kickin' it, and if she saw a light skinned girl she would immediately go into shyt talking mode or she would ask me if she was pretty and would I thought about her.It was cool for a minute, but then she started going over board with her comments. One time I showed her a picture of my little sister and she asked me if I thought my babies would come out lookin' like that
I hit one more time and eventually told her that I thought we should just be friends after avoiding her for a while She had/has a really big obsession with white men too. Her sugar daddy is this middle aged white guy. He pays for her weave, law school expenses, trips, clothes, etc.
She still be fukkin' nikkas though, so idk. She has minimal black friends. In fact, I'd say she hangs out with more black men than black women. And most of her female friends are white/white hispanics. She makes a really big effort to frequent places where she knows white men will be in abundance. We started talking again on Twitter a couple of weeks ago after she hit me up and from there we went back to phone conversations.
So I was hangin' out with her this weekend. She showed my her side by side before-after pictures for her nose job. She was like "What do you think?". That shyt was awkward as fukk. I saw her tweet about it when she got and she was askin' people if it looked like a white person's nose. 
Her weave game is proper as fukk though.
It sucks because she is really pretty, but that small part of her personality is such a big problem. She's very great, but can't keep a man for nothing in the world because she's crazy.
shyt was way too much for me.
