Just negged anybody in this thread who didnt try to stop me from leaving my family
. Believe me,I'd neg myself if I could.She left with my child after this thread. I resented the so called friends who allowed me to cheat with them.Although I continued having sex with women to ease the pain,but then the music stopped. I was miserable without her and my child. Along with the idea of some other man filling my shoes. I remember at some point using God to get her back,saying I think we should start going to church. Playing on her Christian values to give me another chance. We went to church,but she didnt take me back yet irrc.
Then God didnt appreciate me playing,and life started taking a bad turn. I ended up losing everything in a fire. Was down bad in a cheap,roach infested motel when I had a spiritual moment. I was cursing god out,asking why he did all this,and why he took my family away. Had my eyes closed,Denzel tear streaming down. Suddenly I saw a bright light,bright as outside. And I was overcome with a feeling of "peace". When I tell you this feeling felt better than any sex climax I ever had,Im not lying. Needless to say I went on a spiritual journey and became a better man. I begin to thirst knowledge and knowledge of self more than vagina.
As you can see by the way I used to type and spell. I wasnt nearly as intelligent as the man you all know and love today. There may be a strong link between cheating and ignorance.
Every man should attempt to keep his family together. Even if it means righteously cheating until you can figure it out. But you have to be honest and set your woman free if you know you cant change your ways.Sadly not every relationship is meant to survive. But what I have was more than a relationship. This is clearly a righteous attachment,and it is biblical
#HellhoundFree
But if true, hope shyt pull through and you don't be a deadbeat dad.
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