Anybody here ever feel lonely? Speak about it

[Mowgli]

I just got done talking to my dad and he can't figure me out like most people. I'm a complex thinker living in a time, where high level thought isnt appreciated. So Iv'e accepted my fate of being lonely internally aswell as externally. Even if I did settle down . A woman could never really keep me company. I could be among million people and still feel lonely. I would have to turn off who I'am truly just for her sake to make a relationship work. Because I was cursed to see the world in a very exact way. But at some point after the pain. you get to this very stoic acceptance stage. Stoicism is important like @HellRell804 stated before. Where u try not to get angry, u just accept things and don't penalize people for their lack of knowledge. Sometimes u were just born to take that responsibility. You were "chosen". You just need to accept it and fulfill your role or everybody will go down.

I love my parents and my family but I'm somewhere mentally where the old me died . Hes never coming back. I cant even pretend to make people feel comfortable anymore. I've reach a place that very few will ever experience. A very lonely solitude, where I exist alone in my own world trying to co exist with the "real" world.

But the good news is, I'm making peace with myself. It hurt at first when u realize that u wont ever be able to be "normal". Its a hard thing to let go of. I once wanted to be like uncle Phil. You know...like everybody else. Good job, big family, lovely wife, family man...make my family proud. But my experiences with the world harden me. Turned me into somebody I wasn't probably even meant to be. Once u reach this place. you can never go back. All u can do is embrace it and make peace with it.

Sometimes in order to survive you have to make tough decisions that might be regrettable but u have no choice. You just have to make peace with god and ask for forgiveness because this is the world that was handed to us. We all try our best to function but you have to play the hand that your dealt to the best of your ability.

Well let's see

You artistic meaning you an emotional dude

You aren't attracted to women which means you're one fellatio away from being homosexual

You scrawny and don't exercise which means your testosterone levels are on E

You don't know Brazilian jiu-jitsu

Yeah boy I'd say feeling lonely is a foregone conclusion for someone in your shoes.

 

[PeridotPuss]

how do u define winning and leveling up?

Positive mindset
Clear thinking
Spiritual development
Creative fruit
Monetary profit
Peace of mind
Excellent use of time
Spreading and experience of love
Body on point
Water constantly drinking
Nurtured friendships
Hope for the future
Enjoyment of the present
Peace with the past
Good dreams and sleep
Laughter
Not being defined by anything but your God

 

[Passaro]

Positive mindset
Clear thinking
Spiritual development
Creative fruit
Monetary profit
Peace of mind
Excellent use of time
Spreading and experience of love
Body on point
Water constantly drinking
Nurtured friendships
Hope for the future
Enjoyment of the present
Peace with the past
Good dreams and sleep
Laughter
Not being defined by anything but your God

The biggest here I agree with. It's easy to get caught up in regret of the past, hopelessness of the future, and being stuck in-between in the present. One of the main keys I had to get over my obstacles was putting the past to rest, and going with the flow.

I follow the notion of "expectations are the roads to disappointment." The moment you stop expecting anything, not much can get to you. Leading to a much more positive way of thinking. A clear path to cleaning yourself up on all levels.

 

[DrX]

Positive mindset
Clear thinking
Spiritual development
Creative fruit
Monetary profit
Peace of mind
Excellent use of time
Spreading and experience of love
Body on point
Water constantly drinking
Nurtured friendships
Hope for the future
Enjoyment of the present
Peace with the past
Good dreams and sleep
Laughter
Not being defined by anything but your God

dont u think thats a little easier said than done?

I dont think a button exist...to sort of just turn happy mode on.

P u I see u trying but that sound like some shyt that is on the back of a health event flyer ...that shyt down work in the real world. When those demons are on you, you cant positive think them away, you can lie to yourself , but they never really leave .

But if that works for u, than god bless

 

[PeridotPuss]

The biggest here I agree with. It's easy to get caught up in regret of the past, hopelessness of the future, and being stuck in-between in the present. One of the main keys I had to get over my obstacles was putting the past to rest, and going with the flow.

I follow the notion of "expectations are the roads to disappointment." The moment you stop expecting anything, not much can get to you. Leading to a much more positive way of thinking. A clear path to cleaning yourself up on all levels.

The Buddhist saying is "expectations are disappointments that haven't happened yet"

 

[Dwolf]

Positive mindset
Clear thinking
Spiritual development
Creative fruit
Monetary profit
Peace of mind
Excellent use of time
Spreading and experience of love
Body on point
Water constantly drinking
Nurtured friendships
Hope for the future
Enjoyment of the present
Peace with the past
Good dreams and sleep
Laughter
Not being defined by anything but your God

Makes me want to give up from just looking at that list

 

[PeridotPuss]

dont u think thats a little easier said than done?

I dont think a button exist...to sort of just turn happy mode on.

P u I see u trying but that sound like some shyt that is on the back of a health event flyer ...that shyt down work in the real world. When those demons are on you, you cant positive think them away, you can lie to yourself , but they never really leave .

But if that works for u, than god bless

I fought them demons ....in the real world

Trust

Like TRUST

If EYE personally can win....anyone can

I'm accepting no excuses

Sorry breh...tough love

Do anything and everything possible to clean your thinking up

Until then, like the color purple, everything you touch gonna fail

 

[ndthentherewasx]

"Being alone makes you strong"

I might have to disagree....I think it makes u strong in the sense that you're detached from earthly things but still it'll weigh on your mind that you don't have any love. Every human needs some sort of love and nurturing no matter how much they try to hold it in

I got my wife, my homies, women I talk too.. so I'm not alone or lacking love

but like stated before, for no reason I'll just zone out and stay away from ppls for days. Except for the wife, but only because she tries so hard to keep up with me


I'm everywhere and nowhere with this shyt

 

[Adidacs]

i feel like i was born >30 years early for my own good

but i will never resign in life like a bytch ass nikka

i will never keep my knowledge and expression to myself like a bytch ass nikka

i am bringing people into my world until it can no longer be resisted

there are forces holding the human race back, my ultimate goal is to break those binding forces

anything is possible

the cure for cancer is there, it just has to be discovered

the technology to establish interplanetary civilizations is there - we have the capability now, at this very moment

an intelligence far greater than ours will arise within my lifetime, we just have to take the proper precautions before it's too late

the secrets of existence are out there somewhere

to give up in the face of trivial adversity is what weaklings do

you weren't built for this shyt, leave it to the next generation you bytch ass nikka

 

[DrX]

I fought them demons ....in the real world

Trust

Like TRUST

If EYE personally can win....anyone can

I'm accepting no excuses

Sorry breh...tough love

Do anything and everything possible to clean your thinking up

Until then, like the color purple, everything you touch gonna fail

fair enough, but P this isnt football...where a halftime locker room motivational speech can fix something. Some people just see their own world.

 

[PeridotPuss]

fair enough, but P this isnt football...where a halftime locker room motivational speech can fix something. Some people just see their own world.

 

[Geechiedan214]

I just got done talking to my dad and he can't figure me out like most people. I'm a complex thinker living in a time, where high level thought isnt appreciated. So Iv'e accepted my fate of being lonely internally aswell as externally. Even if I did settle down . A woman could never really keep me company. I could be among million people and still feel lonely. I would have to turn off who I'am truly just for her sake to make a relationship work. Because I was cursed to see the world in a very exact way. But at some point after the pain. you get to this very stoic acceptance stage. Stoicism is important like @HellRell804 stated before. Where u try not to get angry, u just accept things and don't penalize people for their lack of knowledge. Sometimes u were just born to take that responsibility. You were "chosen". You just need to accept it and fulfill your role or everybody will go down.

I love my parents and my family but I'm somewhere mentally where the old me died . Hes never coming back. I cant even pretend to make people feel comfortable anymore. I've reach a place that very few will ever experience. A very lonely solitude, where I exist alone in my own world trying to co exist with the "real" world.

But the good news is, I'm making peace with myself. It hurt at first when u realize that u wont ever be able to be "normal". Its a hard thing to let go of. I once wanted to be like uncle Phil. You know...like everybody else. Good job, big family, lovely wife, family man...make my family proud. But my experiences with the world harden me. Turned me into somebody I wasn't probably even meant to be. Once u reach this place. you can never go back. All u can do is embrace it and make peace with it.

Sometimes in order to survive you have to make tough decisions that might be regrettable but u have no choice. You just have to make peace with god and ask for forgiveness because this is the world that was handed to us. We all try our best to function but you have to play the hand that your dealt to the best of your ability.

I felt every mf word feelings are mutual ....thank you for sharing

 

[Doomsday]

You've fallen victim to the indoctrination and want to break out but don't know how. You're a speaker but have been reduced to a listener. A reader. A watcher. That's your problem you still haven't fully followed through with your true thoughts yet.

 

[Brock Landers]

Eventually you stop feeling, and then that absence of 'feel' becomes your feel. Embrace the absence