for awhile, shyt was okay. Despite what was going on which was tragic, unfortunate and etc, bring stuck at home and being away from everybody to the point was alright. All i just did was get some weed, chill out, smoke all day, work, exercise at home and go to the park. It was a simple routine. For a year and a half. It was crazy as hell but shyt... it was manageable. Im used to being alone and feeling horrible internally so despite it all, i was able to deal with because i know i wasnt the only person that was experiencing that.Now the reopening is going on and its like...
shyt has made me more introverted like... lemme get an extra 15 minutes alone to myself please. I know that im not the same person that i was before the plannedemic. It seems like so many people are acting like what happened DIDNT happen like folks really are PROGRAMMED. theres millions of people that died or are fukked up for life from this shyt. How can we go back to normal like that?
Probably gonna have to go to therapy and learn how to feel comfortable being around people again that is if they dont order a lockdown again. Im keeping that mask on. This shyt is fukkED UP. Check your mental health people. Many people are traumatized by what happened and is happening and are AVOIDING discussing it and they should. The government really fukked over the whole world head up.
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