Ron Fox
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Years ago me and this young lady decided it would be best to abort the child she was bearing. I'm military and her husband was also military but he was overseas doing an 18th month tour and we didnt want to create a situation like this....
.....so we decided it was best to turn the baby into White Castle burger meat....I took her to Planned Parenthood where they always have that one woman across the street holding the "An Embryo Is Life" sign. I looked at her, smiled and made vacuum hand gestures and "vroom vroom" sounds on the way in. After the deed was done we were on our way to my house and I asked her if she wanted to watch Baby Boy...She called me an a$$hole and demanded I take her home instead. I had totally forgot about that opening scene.
Fast foward to about a year later and the folly would soon haunt me....
The first dream I ever had was of this little baby girl in diapers...she was Ciaras complexion, and she had her back to me.....She had to be about two years old...she was in a diaper and she was running away from me....It was without a doubt a girl because of her hair style. I was chasing her but i couldnt catch her. She was running and laughing and giggling and I just couldnt reach her.....She soon started running into some animated type of word (similiar to the movie Who Framed Roger Rabbit right before Eddie enters Toontown) and when i saw that animated world I got frightened because it felt wrong....It felt like she was going into some sort of harm...The more I ran the more she ran and giggled and I just couldnt catch her. As she came closer to the animated world I felt fear and panic....That animated world looked scary as fukk.....I woke up before she entered the animated world. I remember vividly how I never saw her face, just her back. Keep in mind....I've had numerous nightmares......we never knew the sex of the child and there were a few times where I would have dreams that the child was also a boy. I've concluded that the dreams where the sex keep changing is Gods way of punishing me. A couple of weeks ago I had a dream I was in some heaven like place and this girl who looked like the singer Kilo Kish was amongst a group of hipsters.....I stepped to crowd to engage in conversation and out of know where she said to me "why do you care...You didnt want me anyway" I knew right then and there this person was supposed to be the daughter who I aborted and at first I thought that I had died and was in purgotory.
Thats my story....anyone else gone thru something similiar??
.....so we decided it was best to turn the baby into White Castle burger meat....I took her to Planned Parenthood where they always have that one woman across the street holding the "An Embryo Is Life" sign. I looked at her, smiled and made vacuum hand gestures and "vroom vroom" sounds on the way in. After the deed was done we were on our way to my house and I asked her if she wanted to watch Baby Boy...She called me an a$$hole and demanded I take her home instead. I had totally forgot about that opening scene.
Fast foward to about a year later and the folly would soon haunt me....
The first dream I ever had was of this little baby girl in diapers...she was Ciaras complexion, and she had her back to me.....She had to be about two years old...she was in a diaper and she was running away from me....It was without a doubt a girl because of her hair style. I was chasing her but i couldnt catch her. She was running and laughing and giggling and I just couldnt reach her.....She soon started running into some animated type of word (similiar to the movie Who Framed Roger Rabbit right before Eddie enters Toontown) and when i saw that animated world I got frightened because it felt wrong....It felt like she was going into some sort of harm...The more I ran the more she ran and giggled and I just couldnt catch her. As she came closer to the animated world I felt fear and panic....That animated world looked scary as fukk.....I woke up before she entered the animated world. I remember vividly how I never saw her face, just her back. Keep in mind....I've had numerous nightmares......we never knew the sex of the child and there were a few times where I would have dreams that the child was also a boy. I've concluded that the dreams where the sex keep changing is Gods way of punishing me. A couple of weeks ago I had a dream I was in some heaven like place and this girl who looked like the singer Kilo Kish was amongst a group of hipsters.....I stepped to crowd to engage in conversation and out of know where she said to me "why do you care...You didnt want me anyway" I knew right then and there this person was supposed to be the daughter who I aborted and at first I thought that I had died and was in purgotory.
Thats my story....anyone else gone thru something similiar??
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