I lived in the Parckchester section of the Bronx which in the 80's which was a cool place to raise kids at the time. But I was also going back and forth to my Grandmothers house and she lived in Harlem. Harlem had a diffferent vibe because it was more grimey but specifically where my grandmother lived...I pretty much knew everyone around my block so I had a "neighborhood" love to the point that as a kid we werent focused on being poor because we had great childhoods. This is what I remember....The infamous "Jukebox" was right across the streets from my grandmothers house.....This was also next to a very popular crackhouse which me and my cousin would always point and look at due to the traffic. Looking back It was bugged but to us it was normal because our side of the block was organized while the zombies roamed the other side(they were on our side as well but not as heavy on the other side) This was 145th between 7th and 8th and mid 80's. I remember every block had a store that was Black owned and the owners were usually old and when crack hit a lot of those stores started to get robbed constantly. This one old man who lived right next to my grandmothers building who owned a card shop got his head beat in and we all rushed to see him and he was all bloddy and as a 6 year old kid thats wild cuz u thinking "why would someone beat up an old man?" This old l;ady who woudl take me and my cousin to church got shot in the back......someone shot thru her window while she was sleeping and we went up there to asssist her and im like 6 year sold looking at a hole in this old ladys back thinking "why would someone shoot an old lady in the back?" Its hard to explain but even tho there was a real dangerous vibe in the Harlem night time air in the 80's.....it felt so dangerously alive.. Especially when u a kid and ya grandmother keeps telling you to keep ya head from the window because of a possible bullet flying by but u saw caught up in looking at the street cars go by that u aint even thinking like that. Its a vibe that definatly left when the 90's entered. When 1989 hit I was 11 years old so I saw the ill part of Harlem as a lil kid. But as a teen in the 90's I got more exposed to things. The 90's is when I started to see people getting killed and started getting into beefs and doing dumb sh*t in the streets,. I didnt really see all that extra wild sh*t as a kid......You just hear things here and there. As a kid we mostly heard storys from people older telling us what was going on.
As for the South Bronx...yes it was that fukked up. That line about "Broken glass....everywhere" and the abandoned buildings.....Yes, that was very normal in the South Bronx. Harlem had abandoned buildings as well with the whole "broken glass everywhere" scenerio too. It was ill cuz u stopped seeing those abandoned buildings in the mid 90's. Back then abandoned buildings covering whole blocks was normal but looking back as a grown up those were some real fukked up conditions.....But it was just normal to us back then.