Anyone took a chance of life?

[Unfiltered]

I need a change, my life won't get better I'm in school but I don't understand python. I'm stressed I'm living with a friend who's stressing me out. I don't know what to do I don't to killysslf but I'm losing it nothing changes down here same stuff every year. I got about 4k in my name and I'm thinking of fukking sleeping in my car in Ohio or something. I need help and I have no one to ask. I surrounded myself with bum nikkas and I'm paying for it, I'm slowly losing it, might drop dead soon from just being stressed smd and unhappy.


I dont have kids and my parents are worried about me but the thing is my father don't give a fukk about me and mom wants me to accept who I am basically saying you just a regular average or below average income man and make the best of it. I have no family to turn to no help and my friends can't do shyt for me everyone down here barely making it.

By this time next year strong possiblity I'm dead from a heart attack.

Maybe I'm just cursed but I don't understand why my life is so damn hard it seems I can never get the basics I can't even get a decent job with healthcare and dental it seems I'm just cursed or god hates me.

I'm running out of options I'm so I happy I don't talk to anyone I sit online all day and try to learn programming but I'm still lost after 2 fukking months. I'm at end it might be a wrap for me soon.


Middle aged man living like this sad and depressed all day I don't know what to do I made so many mistakes in my youth I'm paying heavy for it now. Maybe I need to accept my faith I don't know anymore.

I go to wgu and they don't have tutors just webinars and videos smd I can't figure out coding, I don't even have a tutor nothing.

For the love of God I don't understand why i can never get a decent job even 50k I never got I don't get it man maybe I'm just salt I'm cursed. I need to start over but I need peace and time and I'm always worried or stressed which is t helping me.

 

[O.G Bobby Johnson]

Been in your position a few times, and the only outcome that got me out was luck. So, staying patient and resilient is your only answer. Also don't take living with moms as a hinderance, use that step to get whatever job you can find for 15-17 an hour. You'll be fine, just stay positive if anything.

 

[Unfiltered]

I with a friend but might as well be back home,yom makes me uncomfortable cuz she worries about me getting married and I'm old already but that stress doesn't help me. I can go back and not pay rent but I'm so depressed I'm depressed all day. She's gonna want me to meet a chick and get s family but she doesn't believe in classism and I do. I've been st jobs working mail room and being st the bottom smd them people look down at you.

I kinda want to leave Florida and go to a conservative cac city smd just die somewhere in peace too much stress.

They don't understand and expect grandkids making 10 bucks at Walmart it don't work like that. They old school

 

[maxamusa]

I did multiple times. You gotta jump out the window with no parachute. If you don't how can you expect radical change? I've had a lot of failures; but major success as well.

When I was young I had no road map. No mentor. None of that. I just went for it. Most people doubted and hated...but fukk em....they wasn't providing me with anything productive anyway.

It paid off....and those same people are so "proud" of me today

 

[ba'al]

I with a friend but might as well be back home,yom makes me uncomfortable cuz she worries about me getting married and I'm old already but that stress doesn't help me. I can go back and not pay rent but I'm so depressed I'm depressed all day. She's gonna want me to meet a chick and get s family but she doesn't believe in classism and I do. I've been st jobs working mail room and being st the bottom smd them people look down at you.

I kinda want to leave Florida and go to a conservative cac city smd just die somewhere in peace too much stress.

They don't understand and expect grandkids making 10 bucks at Walmart it don't work like that. They old school

What part of Florida do you stay in?

Suffering is a great tool for self-development.

 

[Unfiltered]

south florida, can't even afford an apartment right now, my hooptie on it's last legs.... all messed up.

God help me if he cares, please listen.

 

[Unolove]

The navy cause my pops told me school,work,or them people military so I did that, fukked it up and now it’s time to work but Florida rent to high, def gonn move

 

[International Playa]

First thing you have to get your mind right. Listen to YouTube & podcasts with positive & motivating messages. Many brothas online, ETthehiphop preacher, AMS, etc. ALWAYS feed your mind with positivty with self help books or podcasts.

Find a roomate in a house share, someone you don't know. So you can get some peace in your living situation.

Go on youtube learn how to write a good resume that will get you hired. Lie lie lie on your resume you will get trained anyway.

Stay in school no matter what, that's another route to success.

We all have bad & good days, difference is some people just NEVER give up. Men find solutions

 

[maxamusa]

south florida, can't even afford an apartment right now, my hooptie on it's last legs.... all messed up.

God help me if he cares, please listen.

if you from there than move....best thing I ever did was leave where I grew up...its a different type of life challenge leaving behind "home" and all the comforts that come with it

 

[Amo Husserl]

I do not think you are interested in coding. Are you doing it for the money?
Move back home but let your moms know you need your space.
Regroup. Now you know you messed up, get yourself together.
Be honest with yourself about your life.
What do you want to do? That is for you to answer.
Get a CDL, something allowing you to make more money.
You are going to need to develop multiple skill sets.
You are not a failure, you are confused and realized you made a mistake.
That is the easy part, fixing it will take time.
Take it easy.

 

[International Playa]

@stick2dascript67 how old are you? You talk about your mum pressuring you to get married

 

[97Pac]

Get a CDL, something allowing you to make more money.
You are going to need to develop multiple skill sets.

OP you can even get your CDL Class B, it's fairly easy to get and you can always find some type of decent work while you are also doing schooling.

You can turn this ship around but you have to put in the work.

 

[UncleTomFord15]

How old are you op

 

[50CentStan]

Nothing wrong with being an average earner. Step back and see how you're allocating your time. Revise it. Start from the basics of python until you understand it. And never stop trying to better your life.

 

[Rozay Oro]

I need a change, my life won't get better I'm in school but I don't understand python. I'm stressed I'm living with a friend who's stressing me out. I don't know what to do I don't to killysslf but I'm losing it nothing changes down here same stuff every year. I got about 4k in my name and I'm thinking of fukking sleeping in my car in Ohio or something. I need help and I have no one to ask. I surrounded myself with bum nikkas and I'm paying for it, I'm slowly losing it, might drop dead soon from just being stressed smd and unhappy.


I dont have kids and my parents are worried about me but the thing is my father don't give a fukk about me and mom wants me to accept who I am basically saying you just a regular average or below average income man and make the best of it. I have no family to turn to no help and my friends can't do shyt for me everyone down here barely making it.

By this time next year strong possiblity I'm dead from a heart attack.

Maybe I'm just cursed but I don't understand why my life is so damn hard it seems I can never get the basics I can't even get a decent job with healthcare and dental it seems I'm just cursed or god hates me.

I'm running out of options I'm so I happy I don't talk to anyone I sit online all day and try to learn programming but I'm still lost after 2 fukking months. I'm at end it might be a wrap for me soon.


Middle aged man living like this sad and depressed all day I don't know what to do I made so many mistakes in my youth I'm paying heavy for it now. Maybe I need to accept my faith I don't know anymore.

I go to wgu and they don't have tutors just webinars and videos smd I can't figure out coding, I don't even have a tutor nothing.

For the love of God I don't understand why i can never get a decent job even 50k I never got I don't get it man maybe I'm just salt I'm cursed. I need to start over but I need peace and time and I'm always worried or stressed which is t helping me.

Programming isn’t for everybody. I’d try cybersecurity or any other department of I.T.

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