Wrote a long ass post the other day, but the amount of people I saw fell off, is terrifying, my close close homies, who lost it all, sometimes even their lives, that's not even including just people I knew or met for periods of time.
Like the guys I looked up to, I wanted to be like! Wanted to work for! Used to tell one of my homies 10 years ago, let me be your right hand man, I'll handle all the logistics, all the calls, all the leg work, everything, just pay me a percentage. Dude had to be clearing like at least 25k a month. Probably 50 sometimes. I was like 26 at the time, and thought he walked on water.