After seeing her commit suicide on that other thread so easy I figured I could give up my lifestyle too. I think I had an epiphany even tho I hollered at her to meet up while I was in Chicago but things happen for a reason. Couple things happened that has lead me to this stage.... If it wasn't for the coli being created I would have stayed retired from posting as I did on that other Site... another would be meeting someone on pof 3 months now that is worthy of wifing(working on something with her )...So I had to do a couple abortions with other chics and let a few bytches go and give up other pleasures to focus on being positive. If that bytch Olivia could give up the coli I think I can turn over a new leaf. Now this could all be some billshyt and I get the ducktales but from those who followed my threads you know this is therapy for my soul. I can't keep living like I don't give a fukk and snatching souls so with that comment I thank you Olivia.