benzos and alcohol make me feel like a normal person

[TheBeigeBomber]

in terms of socialising. i wish i could be like this all the time and not suffer these horrible comedowns/withdrawals. lofe would be much easier for me. i wouldnt have a criminal record because i would be able to get a job like everyone else. i have bad anxiety problems and i hide away in the boxing gym.

 

[Couth]

A lot of people have anxiety and no criminal record.

 

[sosaa]

pop a xan then smoke some purp has me

 

[TheBeigeBomber]

A lot of people have anxiety and no criminal record.

so what. im talking about my life not yours.

 

[Couth]

so what. im talking about my life not yours.

So anxiety isn't the problem.

Your defeatist attitude is.

Average person you see working a 9-5 is a stressed out weirdo. Not a social butterfly. They just choose to hustle no matter what.

 

[TheBeigeBomber]

So anxiety isn't the problem.

Your defeatist attitude is.

Average person you see working a 9-5 is a stressed out weirdo. Not a social butterfly. They just choose to hustle no matter what.

wrong. you clearly dont have social anxiety. you cant physically be yourself. its a chemical imbalance which is why only drugs that upregulate the gaba receptors in the brain like benzos and alcohol work for it. how everyone feels normally is how i feel on benzos. nothig about hustling. ive robbed people to eat before.

 

[Konnan]

Did you have anxiety before you robbed the person?

 

[Starski]

Breh stay away....That is literally EVERY addicts excuse when they started useing X drug,

 

[TheBeigeBomber]

Did you have anxiety before you robbed the person?

my social anxiety started after i dropped out of school at 16

 

[25YOUTHS!!]

How do you know how everyone feels normally? Do you have a legit diagnosis or naw?

 

[Konnan]

my social anxiety started after i dropped out of school at 16

What triggered it?

Did you grow up around abuse?

 

[MillionMills]

in terms of socialising. i wish i could be like this all the time and not suffer these horrible comedowns/withdrawals. lofe would be much easier for me. i wouldnt have a criminal record because i would be able to get a job like everyone else. i have bad anxiety problems and i hide away in the boxing gym.

I have anxiety and a full-time job and no criminal history

 

[TheBeigeBomber]

What triggered it?

Did you grow up around abuse?

i dont know. one day i was a normal kid who could talk to anybody. then out of nowhere social anxiety kicked in and i couldnt speak to people anymore. so naturally i couldnt get a job because i couldnt make connections with people. so i got my first charge at 16. many more arrests followed. gbh, drunk and disorderly, posession charges. joined a boxing gym at 17. had my first amateur fight 3 months after i joined up. 3 years later ive had 11 amateur fights. some terrible temp jobs. a lot of time on unemployment benefits. im 20 now and still have social anxiety. the reason i started boxing was because i was a small kid with social anxiety in the streets. i needed to learn how to fight because when you have social anxiety you cant defend yourself verbally so people think you are weak. that gbh charge was because i almost killed some kid. knocked him out with one punch and he hit his head so hard on the concrete he was sleeping for hours. they had to ring his mum to take him to hospital because he was still unconscious like 20 minutes later.

 

[the cac mamba]

whend you start drinkin? i heard theres a correlation between binge drinking and anxiety when youre sober

 

[TheBeigeBomber]

whend you start drinkin? i heard theres a correlation between binge drinking and anxiety when youre sober

when i was 14.