NeilCartwright
All Star
I was trying to tell my moms this the other day, but she didnt hear me. Whether they have a kid, they're broke, etc. We need some negative external force coming in for us to stay 100% motivated.
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Am i wrong here? Before i got on i was hungry. Motivated. Got up at 5 to hit the gym then commute 90 min to work, and come home around 7:30 pm. I was on top of it. Now i got a lil $$, got a new crib in the nice part of town. I literally was in the living room a while back drinking some coffee and felt content
Thats where i fcked up at
I didnt know what i was doing it all for...So these days i manufacture negative situations in my life. Or bring up old ones. I wrote em all down and tell myself thats why i keep pushing forward.
(For me) I feed off of negativity. I get angry and thats why i do what i do. Bc i need a nicer crib, more savings, more jewelry, more stability. My moms told me "Why are you so worried/stressed all the time, you already make X amount of money, just be happy for what you have
" Then she wants to talk shii to my dad talking bout she (would like) a 7 series beamer in a few years, but shes a teacher and he works for the government
aint nothing wrong with that but dont cop pleas when you were "Happy with what you had" and didnt try any moves
This whole mixtape
Am i wrong here? Before i got on i was hungry. Motivated. Got up at 5 to hit the gym then commute 90 min to work, and come home around 7:30 pm. I was on top of it. Now i got a lil $$, got a new crib in the nice part of town. I literally was in the living room a while back drinking some coffee and felt content
Thats where i fcked up atI didnt know what i was doing it all for...So these days i manufacture negative situations in my life. Or bring up old ones. I wrote em all down and tell myself thats why i keep pushing forward.(For me) I feed off of negativity. I get angry and thats why i do what i do. Bc i need a nicer crib, more savings, more jewelry, more stability. My moms told me "Why are you so worried/stressed all the time, you already make X amount of money, just be happy for what you have
" Then she wants to talk shii to my dad talking bout she (would like) a 7 series beamer in a few years, but shes a teacher and he works for the governmentaint nothing wrong with that but dont cop pleas when you were "Happy with what you had" and didnt try any moves