
shyt runs deep breh.
Let me tell you a story...
I remember the first time, I ever put a picture of myself on the internet. This was back in 2005 when I had first turned 21.
I was just rocking a yankees fitted, a zoo york t-shirt, and my glasses in the picture (of course I'm wearing jeans and sneaks...pervs..lol). This was on ughh.com forums.
Basically, everyone was like "this is kind of how I expected you to look"...and making some jokes...nothing too serious.
then all of a sudden, this poster by the name of Tgodd goes..."
why are your nostrils so big you fukking n****r?" and basically just calling me a n*****r in every other comment he made. It got so bad the mods banned the dude right on the spot.
TBH...even though that happened nearly ten years ago, that shyt still fukked me up. I rarely post up pictures of myself online even though when I have recently chicks call me hot and say I'm good looking and say I should model, but stuff like that doesn't go away easy...still very traumatizing breh.
Sometimes I really do feel like I'm ugly in this society altough the stares of NYC women say otherwise.