Change My Mind: Persuing Entertainment

Rozay Oro

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My life so trash, I want the hos.

Gonna get this bread and work on my crafts.

No one give a fukk about humble ol Rozay.

Gotta shine to eat, I tried to be a square and just end empty handed.

No need to be sad or salty.

Turning this shyt to fuel.

I'mma do it for y'all.

Goodnight y'all.





I don't want the troubles of pursuing such industry nor the troubles that come along with breaking into it.

Happiness comes from within. I'm simply always chasing a high.

I already feel isolated and alienated enough. I can't imagine that magnified by other's perceptions and expectations.

As broke as I am, money doesn't mean that much to me. Literally nothing I want in this world that bad material wise.

What I want bad is connection.

I will still do music and writing as a hobby. I just need to figure out if I will continue school or build a resume/get certs.

After that I feel like I will still struggle in this life socially and mentally even if I make good money.

I thought of good deeds I'd like to go through with a nice 5-6 figure for my community.

I thought when I got older certain issues would go away but instead. Feels like nothing has changed too much.
 
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is the OP thecoli’s version of ‘billy slowhands’ ...?

(some of you will understand my question lol)
 

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I know you're not giving career advice. I'm not asking on that. I'm concerned socially. Early 20s

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Rozay Oro

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If you can quit this easily, then possibly you were never really all that passionate about it.

When someone wants something really badly, they will go after it even if it means putting in years of work with no guarantee of making it.
What is making it? Do I really need and want fame and fortune?
I really put some thought into it. I don't want to be an idol and the industry isn't a great environment.
 
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