Elite_Echelon
Rookie
After 2 1/2 years of being under the incessant stress of needing to get an 80% cumulative grade in every frickin class and having to endure the tedious lining up waiting to perform flawless catheterizing and I.V insertion skills combined with the endless needing at least 80% on every exam and final. I go to take my last ever final to procure this Diploma combined with dual Associate degrees, it was the most grueling and relentless exam of my entire life. No test/ exam has been this difficult to date I swear I guessed on all but ten questions. Alas after 3 hours of waiting the grades post and I receive a 78% out of 100% taking a 89% in the class which is a B so I guess I can not complain. I am still graduating tomorrow at the top of my class, Vice President of my colleges Phi Theta Kappa's and as the student speaker so it's whatever about the damn B(It's only 2 grade points anyway). The point of this rant is all that stress for all that time and it is all lifted off me in one second ( as soon as I seen that grade). I now sit here and do not know what to do with myself I don't even know what to do with out worrying about my grades and school. I've even cried...I feel
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....WTF why can I not just bask in this achievement. Anyone else have/ had this problem? What did you do to make it dissipate? When will it go away and what does it mean?


