“I’m guessing somewhere down the line it was predetermined that I’d be internally burning searchin genuinely for what is irking, my nerves and my purpose, a backseat to putting others firstly, all the while the beneficiaries weren’t deserving, an old soul young in body, when I uprise they try to block me, wouldn’t let me ball but it didn’t stop me, climbing to the top peak however this is not where things get sloppy, don’t let the eyes fall to the ears, my lord please watch me,
the things I hear fall out they mouth don’t install fear at my house tables turned and that’s when they got cocky
but for me it’s different,
one thing about it I’m observant before I listen therefore I’m fielding everything that they missing,
read the day as a novel then it’s full throttle a protective coat and a mask
coconut water in my bottle, my cup come with love in abundance, though here lately I been feeling out of it,
problems at home now I gotta find another house to spend, time is perishable see dawg we gotta value it,
no matter what style you sit, I be damned if I go counterfeit,
I can’t fake for nothing, for so long I felt my time coming, I press on doing something rather than twiddling thumbs with
this pain. I gotta numb this, if your name was on my love list and it was you that took advantage, just know that damage wasn’t granted, understand access got disestablished,
what was once obtainable, now you cannot grab it, the backstabbings that they gifted me dressed up as blessings why not just say that you were sick of me,
nailed me to their cross and watch my blood trickle to their feet, still I face no defeat”