Coming back home sucks

Straw Hat Luffy

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I was so ready to come home to chill with the fam this summer. I had a great time my first year living on my own at a University but I went months without seeing family due to the distance. The long school year of grinding plus no family just had me prepared to appreciate time with my peoples once I got back. I finally come home and holy shyt its different :mjcry:

-grandma selling her house she has had since I was born.
-Little brother somehow got his own crib with someone. He apparently doesn't come over often.
-My littlest brother who followed me around and did everything with me is completely different I hear. My family says he's heavily into gang shyt so he got kicked out
-All of my cousins who stayed at the crib moved like five states away out of nowhere
- My dad is never around because he's running a personal business. It makes me wonder if he's working so much to avoid all this change.
-got a cousin in prison for at least 10 years
- Multiple cousins pregnant.
- My uncle seems to notice all this change so he's living it up a lot more now. I can't be mad at that but it sucks we used to chill all the time. Now he is always going out during the weekends.

The only thing that isn't different is my mom. She has been so happy to see me and I can't lie it's been amazing to spend time with her. This extra shyt making me appreciate time with her so much now cause you never know what will happen. :mjcry:

I remember when I was younger I would fantasize about moving away on my own. During this, my entire family tried spending time with me. I move away for awhile and come back it seems like everyone went different ways. I always said change would be fine but you never truly realize how change can hurt.:mjcry:
 

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I was so ready to come home to chill with the fam this summer. I had a great time my first year living on my own at a University but I went months without seeing family due to the distance. The long school year of grinding plus no family just had me prepared to appreciate time with my peoples once I got back. I finally come home and holy shyt its different :mjcry:

-grandma selling her house she has had since I was born.
-Little brother somehow got his own crib with someone. He apparently doesn't come over often.
-My littlest brother who followed me around and did everything with me is completely different I hear. My family says he's heavily into gang shyt so he got kicked out
-All of my cousins who stayed at the crib moved like five states away out of nowhere
- My dad is never around because he's running a personal business. It makes me wonder if he's working so much to avoid all this change.
-got a cousin in prison for at least 10 years
- Multiple cousins pregnant.
- My uncle seems to notice all this change so he's living it up a lot more now. I can't be mad at that but it sucks we used to chill all the time. Now he is always going out during the weekends.

The only thing that isn't different is my mom. She has been so happy to see me and I can't lie it's been amazing to spend time with her. This extra shyt making me appreciate time with her so much now cause you never know what will happen. :mjcry:

I remember when I was younger I would fantasize about moving away on my own. During this, my entire family tried spending time with me. I move away for awhile and come back it seems like everyone went different ways. I always said change would be fine but you never truly realize how change can hurt.:mjcry:
That part. If nothing else, appreciate your mom being a rock for you, holding you down like nobody else can.
 

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I was so ready to come home to chill with the fam this summer. I had a great time my first year living on my own at a University but I went months without seeing family due to the distance. The long school year of grinding plus no family just had me prepared to appreciate time with my peoples once I got back. I finally come home and holy shyt its different :mjcry:

-grandma selling her house she has had since I was born.
-Little brother somehow got his own crib with someone. He apparently doesn't come over often.
-My littlest brother who followed me around and did everything with me is completely different I hear. My family says he's heavily into gang shyt so he got kicked out
-All of my cousins who stayed at the crib moved like five states away out of nowhere
- My dad is never around because he's running a personal business. It makes me wonder if he's working so much to avoid all this change.
-got a cousin in prison for at least 10 years
- Multiple cousins pregnant.
- My uncle seems to notice all this change so he's living it up a lot more now. I can't be mad at that but it sucks we used to chill all the time. Now he is always going out during the weekends.

The only thing that isn't different is my mom. She has been so happy to see me and I can't lie it's been amazing to spend time with her. This extra shyt making me appreciate time with her so much now cause you never know what will happen. :mjcry:

I remember when I was younger I would fantasize about moving away on my own. During this, my entire family tried spending time with me. I move away for awhile and come back it seems like everyone went different ways. I always said change would be fine but you never truly realize how change can hurt.:mjcry:


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That part. If nothing else, appreciate your mom being a rock for you, holding you down like nobody else can.
Word. I realized this ASAP. She still making sure my room comfortable to sleep in like I'm 8 years old or some shyt.
It feels good to know she got my back no matter what.
This summer I'm spending it with her.
 

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You were in the same environment and went to college. You can only show people a path they have to walk it themselves.
 
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