Period. After already having success with my own business and having that experience of running it having employees and not having anybody over me I could never work for somebody else again...my ego will not allow it.
Like fukk corporate America. Seriously. Motherfukk corporate life. that shyt is unnatural and as a black man that shyt was getting on my nerves. The atmosphere, having to wear these fukking weird ass flat front dress pants that have people staring at my junk, wearing uncomfortable dress clothes, conforming to somebody else's standards. Even though I was working on wall street it was not a wall street job. I can't even bring myself to go back to that job even if the money was good. I was lying to myself thinking I "made it" by working for somebody else.
Doing that corporate 9-5 life set off my anxiety in ways I never have experienced. I mean, having panic attacks before leaving my apartment, not wanting to get out of bed...making excuses to not go in.
Now that I have a new computer this corporate desk shill life can kiss my ass. I've already made more selling my own clothing than doing that. I'm just lucky I currently live in a city where I can make money aside from the standard 9-5 and set my own path.
BTW....I'm not dissing anybody that feels otherwise, get it how you live but it's not for me.
Like fukk corporate America. Seriously. Motherfukk corporate life. that shyt is unnatural and as a black man that shyt was getting on my nerves. The atmosphere, having to wear these fukking weird ass flat front dress pants that have people staring at my junk, wearing uncomfortable dress clothes, conforming to somebody else's standards. Even though I was working on wall street it was not a wall street job. I can't even bring myself to go back to that job even if the money was good. I was lying to myself thinking I "made it" by working for somebody else.
Doing that corporate 9-5 life set off my anxiety in ways I never have experienced. I mean, having panic attacks before leaving my apartment, not wanting to get out of bed...making excuses to not go in.
Now that I have a new computer this corporate desk shill life can kiss my ass. I've already made more selling my own clothing than doing that. I'm just lucky I currently live in a city where I can make money aside from the standard 9-5 and set my own path.
BTW....I'm not dissing anybody that feels otherwise, get it how you live but it's not for me.
It doesnt even seem like a job AT ALL. I start and end my days when i want, nobody around looking over my shoulders, no coworkers i have to pretend to like, i wear what i want, i can grow my hair out if i want, i could get all the tattoos i wanted, etc. Complete freedom. I could never go back to a regular type job