Illuminatos
#OVOXO
I didn't even realize this at first. Everyday she would sit next to me and I would notice her staring out the corner of my eyes. I never really thought much into it and just brushed it off "A chick staring at me? Psshhhh yeah right. 
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We were in class one day and I saw her staring again so I looked at her and we stared at each other for like 10 seconds.
Next class I caught her ass staring at me and she shot a smile and I shot one back. I couldn't holla cause we were having a test that day and I left before her (yeah excuses I know
) This was like a week ago and I haven't seen her since. I'll probably see her on Wednesday. 
Anyway she got a fat booty. shyt is ridiculous.
She was doing a presentation in class one day and had some tights on. 
She ain't got the best looking face though.
Here's the dilemma though. I want to holla at her and I don't want to. This is gonna come off moist as fukk but I want a black chick.
Pathetic right? No p*ssy and I'm being picky as fukk. Beggars can't be choosers right? I want to smash the fukk out of that ass but I don't want to get stuck in a relationship with her I wanna just smash and keep it on the low.
Is this wrong? Is it wrong for me to only want a relationship with a black chick? 3 years ago when I signed up on this site some shyt like this would have never come out of my mouth.
I'm most likely gonna holla anyway cause I'm in a drought like Moses and the Israelites. My thing is that I'm worried that if I pursue her the only way she'll let me smash is if we get into a relationship and I don't want to use her for sex and hurt the bytch feelings.
" We were in class one day and I saw her staring again so I looked at her and we stared at each other for like 10 seconds.
Next class I caught her ass staring at me and she shot a smile and I shot one back. I couldn't holla cause we were having a test that day and I left before her (yeah excuses I know) This was like a week ago and I haven't seen her since. I'll probably see her on Wednesday. Anyway she got a fat booty. shyt is ridiculous.
She was doing a presentation in class one day and had some tights on. She ain't got the best looking face though. Here's the dilemma though. I want to holla at her and I don't want to. This is gonna come off moist as fukk but I want a black chick.
Pathetic right? No p*ssy and I'm being picky as fukk. Beggars can't be choosers right? I want to smash the fukk out of that ass but I don't want to get stuck in a relationship with her I wanna just smash and keep it on the low. Is this wrong? Is it wrong for me to only want a relationship with a black chick? 3 years ago when I signed up on this site some shyt like this would have never come out of my mouth.
I'm most likely gonna holla anyway cause I'm in a drought like Moses and the Israelites. My thing is that I'm worried that if I pursue her the only way she'll let me smash is if we get into a relationship and I don't want to use her for sex and hurt the bytch feelings.
You better praise the gawds...
