ThaRealness
Superstar
When I was a kid, my life was shot in color... Now its in black and white. I dont mean that as a bad thing.
Yeah. I was so clueless when I was younger, I had to adapt. I could never move the way I used to.I do.
I just think I'm jaded and more cynical now.
It's been that way since about 25/26.
That innocence and ignorance is all the way gone.

Thats the major, major benefit to being numbYeah
seen so much violence I've become numb to people dying, or getting hurt.
It's also impossible for me to get attached to women


I used to actually try to figure out why and see if I could fix it somehow. In hindsight, that was such a pointless waste of time. People in these times are trash. Social media has facilitated a lot of women being cold and detached. So I adapted 



You were getting spanked at 25???From 1-25 I only cried during spankings from pops ( mom had the weak hand)
After I had my kids I start getting teary over Saint Jude commercials.....
Why kids gotta get sick mane
All my kids are healthy.....

I just think I'm jaded and more cynical now.
