What I realized is, whites aren't the only ones who will say suspect shyt, even though most of it is put in funny "haha" context. This guy I know, possibly mexican, got this Ninja turtle
joke

this was promptly after I said I don't fukk with the N word. I don't rock with him like that so its whatever, but it irritates me when I have to rebuff him every now and then
for the same shyt. I'm not fukking up my situation over words though.
In any case, no I don't have any white friends. Associates, sure. I haven't had any bad experiences except when they want to ask me about current events

My to the point
answers only bring my questions, and even though I ain't on that "white devil" shyt, its damn near impossible to explain certain things without pointing out what someones ancestors and family did,
and how they themselves may be continuing shyt with their ignorance. Thats pretty much my rule with people nowadays, don't talk about that shyt. People you cool with will immediately get on the defensive
and shyt is forever changed. In the streets, whatever. But I am starting to make good bread so

people at work need to keep it friendly and don't ask too much.
Lastly, I feel you on being with more black people. My issue is with how segregated Chicago is, the places I can meet the most black people are usually the ones with the most
fukkery. I can't find my black "Cheers" out here near me. Gotta go out south to get something like that. shyt is skressful sometimes.