Ever since I came to the realization that Ill never be that n***a, I'm happier now...

[DrX]

When I was young I always had dreams for being the HNIC, getting the baddest bytches, driving the nicest cars and being that nikka, and it hit me that only very few get to experience that lifestyle plus u have to sell your soul to get it. So now I'm happy that I realize I probably wont be that and my new goal is not to have any goals....I'm just gonna do what I want to do and whatever happens, happens....

I made it to 28, never been shot, stabbed, jailed, no baby mommas, a degree, I know so many people caught in the trap of the system and Ive be able to somehow avoid alot with the grace of god....I'm a blessed man, and I'm thankful for everything that I have now

I think my ambitious was a major part of my mental issues, I've always had crazy expectations of how far I wanted to be, and that's why I'm always so disappointed...im too hard on myself....So I'm letting go of desires...Now I want to help change the world...I'm just gonna wander and get into lil adventures, and help ppl like kane off of kung fu ...I def want to live on an island one day and just live in paradise at peace with myself and get out of this matrix....

I think the reason why were all depressed and miserable is because we want superficial things...money, cars, beautiful woman, perfect men (for the ladies) admiration , power etc.....

I think that will help everybody mentally to let go of their "dreams" and just be free

 

[Just like bruddas]

Yeah but you always be a fukk nikka so

 

[Local Israelite]

c00n

 

[Silkk]

All that shyt you named really is attainable if you want it bad enough. Unless you talking about some fable ass athlete/rapper lifestyle

 

[DontDoIt]

When I was young I always had dreams for being the HNIC, getting the baddest bytches, driving the nicest cars and being that nikka , and it hit me that only very few get to experience that lifestyle plus u have to sell your soul to get it. So now I'm happy that I realize I probably wont be that and my new goal is not to have any goals....I'm just gonna do what I want to do and whatever happens, happens....

I made it to 28, never been shot, stabbed, jailed, no baby mommas, a degree, I know so many people caught in the trap of the system and Ive be able to somehow avoid alot with the grace of god....I'm a blessed man, and I'm thankful for everything that I have now

I think my ambitious was a major part of my mental issues, I've always had crazy expectations of how far I wanted to be, and that's why I'm always so disappointed...im too hard on myself....So I'm letting go of desires...Now I want to help change the world...I'm just gonna wander and get into lil adventures, and help ppl like kane off of kung fu ...I def want to live on an island one day and just live in paradise at peace with myself and get out of this matrix....

I think the reason why were all depressed and miserable is because we want superficial things...money, cars, beautiful woman, perfect men (for the ladies) admiration , power etc.....

I think that will help everybody mentally to let go of their "dreams" and just be free

Don't give up on your goals/dreams.

Every man should have clearly defined goals written down somewhere. Short term and long term. If you don't, you become complacent, and become even MORE depressed, because soon you'll be wondering, "What am I doing with my life? Everyone around me is buying real estate, having kids etc, and here I am with no vision of the future."

If you don't mind me asking, what were your original goals.

 

[Grand Cru Boo]

Literally every brother coming up wanted to be that guy but realize later than most that their likely to be a regular guy. It nothing wrong with that just that we put so much stock in being "different" or in other words "the man" that we waste so much valuable time and resources which in whole could of been used for greater exploration.

 

[DrX]

All that shyt you named really is attainable if you want it bad enough. Unless you talking about some fable ass athlete/rapper lifestyle

naw its deeper than that, If u want it all....it comes with a price and thats a piece of your soul....and Im talking about being on a high level in society....of course anybody can get a job and get a bytch and a expensive car


Im talking about being a major player in society

 

[1 other person]

 

[DrX]

Literally every brother coming up wanted to be that guy but realize later than most that their likely to be a regular guy. It nothing wrong with that just that we put so much stock in being "different" or in other words "the man" that we waste so much valuable time and resources which in whole could of been used for greater exploration.

yeah I know, but i wanted bad......!!!!!! too bad for my own good....now i just want inner peace

 

[DrX]

I dont care about money anymore bro, Im just want to work on things im passionate about in the future, and whatever I make is good enough...Im blessed and im approaching 30...so I want to finished the next quarter of my life with positivity and stop release the anger that I have......

 

[iFightSeagullsForBread]

Yeah but you always be a fukk nikka so

 

[Grand Cru Boo]

Going over it again you are the man. You are in the minority, you are different just not by popular opinion so to speak. Cats should be striving academically to be the best and really focus more on gaining educational attainment. Word up my goal as a teacher is to get 100% of students into college whether junior, technical, public or private. Am I overly optimistic, probably but I believe in student achievement.

 

[Jay Kast]

You can still be the "MAN" if you choose to be.

It just isnt what the majority of society deems to be important, but what you feel is important. An educated, healthy, peaceful, stable, worldly, loyal man.

 

[Grand Cru Boo]

yeah I know, but i wanted bad......!!!!!! too bad for my own good....now i just want inner peace

I did too. I was the man around my way for a while but fell back and went the right route. I had my whole hood on my payroll.

 

[1 other person]

Different strokes for different folks. But one thing I have learned from life is you go down fighting you never give up until your last breath and your last swing. I'm 31 and nowhere near where I want to be right now. I've got plans. You think I'm going to give up? Hell no.