Finally off and feel unmotivated. How to fix it?

[Rozay Oro]

I’m no longer depressed, simping nor getting high. I have to say I feel more bored now than ever.

This whole week was my first week of my new job working from home. Last Saturday I finally met with some friends after just going ghost for over a month. The last 3 Saturday nights I been fukking this college girl, who turns out to be dumb as rocks. So I cut her off.

Monday night I head to my favorite restaurant bar in hopes of being able to flirt with this bartender I’m feeling. Not only was shawty not there but they now close the kitchen an hour earlier.

I went to two different bars and took shots. Just drove home and passed out in bed.

Now today I’m free and it’s Saturday I don’t want to do shyt. I do want to do shyt but I feel like my life is meaningless.

I’m just tired of drugs, hooking up and seeing that most of my friends barely had anything new to share after I was gone for so long. Them nikkas was just more happy with seeing the ufc fights and talking bout that.

I gamed this morning for over an hour but I don’t want to game right now.

Honestly I only work because I have to pay bills and taxes. I kind of just want to disappear completely if I could.

Anybody else feels/felt like this? How can I change this? I want to remain sober. I don’t want to have to get high to do a hobby.

 

[Doobie Doo]

Sounds like you need a relationship

 

[Rozay Oro]

Sounds like you need a relationship

I honestly want to chew on some edibles and put on shades while I fukk around on my piano. I don’t want to have to alter my mood just to be productive.

I always end up butthurt when I pursuit a relationship. I have given up on that.

I’m just trying to look for something to live for. I only have reasons to not end it and not get drunk/high. It’s like I almost miss being sad.
Just feel indifferent.

 

[Mr. Riddim]

Hit the gym.

 

[Paper Boi]

didn't you just have a new job not that long ago? you already on another one?

 

[Doobie Doo]

I honestly want to chew on some edibles and put on shades while I fukk around on my piano. I don’t want to have to alter my mood just to be productive.

I always end up butthurt when I pursuit a relationship. I have given up on that.

I’m just trying to look for something to live for. I only have reasons to not end it and not get drunk/high. It’s like I almost miss being sad.
Just feel indifferent.

Hence a relationship or a pet

 

[Rozay Oro]

Hence a relationship or a pet

I have a dog already. He can be annoying.
I don’t want a relationship. I just need something that I don’t know yet

 

[Rozay Oro]

didn't you just have a new job not that long ago? you already on another one?

Yes I was in city council for nearly two months but got fired. Posted about it in the random thoughts thread. I only made a thread on this because I want a solution.

 

[Mensch Fontana]

Find God

 

[Rozay Oro]

I somehow past out and just woke up. Well I’m shower and do something

 

[Admiral Ackbar]

Hit the gym, hoop, volunteer somewhere. Dopamine and doing rewarding shyt feels good

 

[boriquaking]

I’m no longer depressed, simping nor getting high. I have to say I feel more bored now than ever.

This whole week was my first week of my new job working from home. Last Saturday I finally met with some friends after just going ghost for over a month. The last 3 Saturday nights I been fukking this college girl, who turns out to be dumb as rocks. So I cut her off.

Monday night I head to my favorite restaurant bar in hopes of being able to flirt with this bartender I’m feeling. Not only was shawty not there but they now close the kitchen an hour earlier.

I went to two different bars and took shots. Just drove home and passed out in bed.

Now today I’m free and it’s Saturday I don’t want to do shyt. I do want to do shyt but I feel like my life is meaningless.

I’m just tired of drugs, hooking up and seeing that most of my friends barely had anything new to share after I was gone for so long. Them nikkas was just more happy with seeing the ufc fights and talking bout that.

I gamed this morning for over an hour but I don’t want to game right now.

Honestly I only work because I have to pay bills and taxes. I kind of just want to disappear completely if I could.

Anybody else feels/felt like this? How can I change this? I want to remain sober. I don’t want to have to get high to do a hobby.

Gotta find something to really lit that fire in you again. I completely understand the sentiment. I wish I had the answer, but it happens to the best of us.

 

[Rozay Oro]

Gotta find something to really lit that fire in you again. I completely understand the sentiment. I wish I had the answer, but it happens to the best of us.

I’ll try

 

[TELL ME YA CHEESIN FAM?]

Don't you have your own Dear Diary thread Lil nuggah?

 

[Kornball The Conqueror]

t boosters