Finally off and feel unmotivated. How to fix it?

[Rozay Oro]

Don't you have your own Dear Diary thread Lil nuggah?

Neg

 

[Rozay Oro]

t boosters

Why

 

[boriquaking]

I’ll try

Bro I literally took a sabbatical from the bullshyt just like you did, took a break from my friends all that. After all that, when I came back around I felt the same way, possibly even worse. So much shyt just seems pointless and insignificant to me.

personally my next step is probably going to be to pack up and move. My serotonin is shot.

:edit:

but I hope you find something to care about again. Genuinely.

 

[Rozay Oro]

Bro I literally took a sabbatical from the bullshyt just like you did, took a break from my friends all that. After all that, when I came back around I felt the same way, possibly even worse. So much shyt just seems pointless and insignificant to me.

personally my next step is probably going to be to pack up and move. My serotonin is shot.

Is moving really the solution? Most people just live for a vice/weekend or vicariously through entertainment.

 

[boriquaking]

Is moving really the solution? Most people just live for a vice/weekend or vicariously through entertainment.

Probably not. I’ve tried it all. I got a new job last year, new girl, went back to school too. By November I was sick of it all. I’m running out of ideas myself. Been to therapy too, hated that shyt. My father died 3 years ago, maybe that has something to do with it.

At this point, I’ve got nothing to lose.


I’m sure we’ll figure it out eventually.

 

[Michael's Black Son]

I’m no longer depressed, simping nor getting high. I have to say I feel more bored now than ever.

This whole week was my first week of my new job working from home. Last Saturday I finally met with some friends after just going ghost for over a month. The last 3 Saturday nights I been fukking this college girl, who turns out to be dumb as rocks. So I cut her off.

Monday night I head to my favorite restaurant bar in hopes of being able to flirt with this bartender I’m feeling. Not only was shawty not there but they now close the kitchen an hour earlier.

I went to two different bars and took shots. Just drove home and passed out in bed.

Now today I’m free and it’s Saturday I don’t want to do shyt. I do want to do shyt but I feel like my life is meaningless.

I’m just tired of drugs, hooking up and seeing that most of my friends barely had anything new to share after I was gone for so long. Them nikkas was just more happy with seeing the ufc fights and talking bout that.

I gamed this morning for over an hour but I don’t want to game right now.

Honestly I only work because I have to pay bills and taxes. I kind of just want to disappear completely if I could.

Anybody else feels/felt like this? How can I change this? I want to remain sober. I don’t want to have to get high to do a hobby.

Keep that young chick around but at arms length. Get 2 more — an older one who is just happy for attention/sex and another young one. Don’t cuff any of them — in fact don’t even reach out unless it’s about a smash.

Make sure your crib is how you want it if you’re gonna be home working. Get a recliner, big ass TV, make sure your router is fast and keep the crib clean so that’s one less annoying thing to deal with.

Depending on what city you’re in, take the work laptop and dip out for a couple of days here and there for some mini trips nearby — nothing that’s gonna beat up your pockets.

Cop a barely used Peloton on FB marketplace. Folks with buyers remorse selling them shyts left and right. it’s worth it.

Take a “real” trip every couple of months if you can afford it. Even if you travel alone you still gon enjoy it. Avoid the usual LA, Miami, Vegas shyt that everyone does — it’s played out. This country is big ass fukk. Plenty of places to go

 

[Kornball The Conqueror]

Why

sounds like you been lacking, do some research on test levels

 

[Ghost Utmost]

Life has no intrinsic purpose.

Some find that disheartening.

But truly that's the blessing.

Life has no purpose.. besides what you assign it.

You get to decide. That's the main problem most people have. The responsibility of creating your own world is too much. So they exist and play the role in other peoples created world.