I stay in because if I go out I'll relapse. And I'm not trying to do that. I invite people over to my house for dinner and shyt, but nobody ever shows up,


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I really might start going to church or volunteering at an old folk's mom. I bet I'll find my wife too. I've seen some fine ass educated girls working with oldies. Also going into churches. I drove past a church in East Oakland all them girls had ass or titties for days. I almost parked and went in.
I'm trying to be a good person but it's lonely on this side of darkness.