Gettin dat life changin epiphany appreciation

[Ness]

When all the dots jus start connectin

And u realize everything dat has happened to u in the last few yrs. All the pain the suffering the joy the happiness the wins and the losses. All those things. They were all workin towards this one greater thing this greater goal

When u feel like u found a meaning to life i feel so woke rn guys its crazy i see it all everything makes sense

 

[Gutter Life Records]

...either you don't have a job or your girl stunted on you tonight, and you're trying to remain optimistic.

 

[Lazy Migrant]

@Ness be honest, did you lose money on the Rousey fight?

 

[Dreamzeedream]

You were self reflecting breh?

 

[trick]

I feel the same way breh. Came to Europe on vacation and I just know I got to step my life up. I dont wanna spend the rest of my life in dreary ass Toronto

 

[Sane]

 

[Ness]

...either you don't have a job or your girl stunted on you tonight, and you're trying to remain optimistic.

negative to both suggestions

 

[Ness]

@Ness be honest, did you lose money on the Rousey fight?

I aint even kno she was fightin till all the hoopla followin her loss

 

[Ness]

You were self reflecting breh?

Not even breh, thats why it feels like such an organic revelation I guess. It wasnt nuttin I was ponderin on. I was jus talkin wit someome and said some shyt that jus triggered a chain reaction in my brain and made me go

I mean I wouldnt say there was absolutely zero build up to this sudden state of mind. Ive never been one to rly believe in the mystical mechanisms of the universe, but as of late ive been noticin things and thinkin back on stuff in my life that i didnt rly understand and even resented. But it started to make sense in terms of my progression in life to where I am and where im sposed to go. Its almost like I could slowly see every piece of my life form into a puzzle. Yet those were jus fleeting thoughts and the puzzle was still incomplete.

But last nite... I could see the puzzle clear my nikka

 

[MJ Truth]

15 star thread

 

[camer999]

So explain what you realized?

 

[El negrito de tejas]

At least for me it happened when I felt like I hit the lowest point in my life.

Had no I idea if I was gonna get back into my university(had got academically dismissed), was having relationship issues with my gf, had the worst semester of my life in community college, had got accused of cheating in my genetics class and couldn't get anything higher than a D, I had a nervous twitch from lack of sleep and being stressed out....

Then when I was back at home for the Christmas break it was like when vegeta was trying to become a super saiyan and just didn't care anymore.

I didn't care anymore and was just like fukk it. I'm not gonna let anything get me down, I'm not gonna worry or be stressed about any of this stuff.

It was like a complete 180 on my thought process. I knew exactly what I needed to do and I wasn't going to go back to my old ways. 2013 ended up being one of the best years I had in my life during college.
I got the best grades I ever had, volunteered at SXSW for spring break, fell back in love with my EX.
Everything has been good since

 

[Trillion]

Man i ju

At least for me it happened when I felt like I hit the lowest point in my life.

Had no I idea if I was gonna get back into my university(had got academically dismissed), was having relationship issues with my gf, had the worst semester of my life in community college, had got accused of cheating in my genetics class and couldn't get anything higher than a D, I had a nervous twitch from lack of sleep and being stressed out....

Then when I was back at home for the Christmas break it was like when vegeta was trying to become a super saiyan and just didn't care anymore.

I didn't care anymore and was just like fukk it. I'm not gonna let anything get me down, I'm not gonna worry or be stressed about any of this stuff.

It was like a complete 180 on my thought process. I knew exactly what I needed to do and I wasn't going to go back to my old ways. 2013 ended up being one of the best years I had in my life during college.
I got the best grades I ever had, volunteered at SXSW for spring break, fell back in love with my EX.
Everything has been good since

I was telling someone last night that i found myself and now that im figuring out myself its like i've gone super saiyan
Man shyt aint a coincidence things happen for a reason and only some of us know what that means or how it inspires us.
Its like you get intouch with who you were supposed to be and you stop apologizing for being you.