It may be heriditary though but the signs dont fully show until adolescence or early adult hood sometimes, its how life works. Plus, unless you see it in someone else its hard to recognize this shyt in yourself, i mean who honestly wants to admit there is something really fukked about them, that they cant control sometimes know what i mean, and you are doing good for yourself, no joke, i mean yeah you done some crazy shyt, but what matters is your aware of it and you got your thang going for you. Sometimes we gotta learn the hard way about shyt
Breh, dont even trip, shyt happens and society itself doesn't talk about this cause shyt is so taboo when it shouldnt be nor people shouldnt be ashamed either. Sometimes we can control these mental issues and sometimes we're dealt a fukked up hand in life and gotta ride with it.