I was into this white girl since high school. When we finally smashed she kept calling me the n word, i was gonna say something about it but her head game was
shyt took me out of this world inter the stratosphere. It became more obvious she only came to me to get her back blown out, I wanted to be more serious but she'd just brush me off and tell me gimme some dikk.
Then she'd get her back blown out again and call me the n word. Then she'd go home to her son and her white drug dealer boyfriend.
So I finally did ask her about that shyt and she was telling me not to be sensitive then I'm talking about going out. Cuz she's only ever been over at my place. She stopped responding to my texts, then I'd call and leave messages and shyt after a p*ssy drought.
I feel ashamed of myself to let her get to me like that.
Never responded to anything, not even on Facebook. shyt I just asked to treat me like a human being, that's all. 
shyt took me out of this world inter the stratosphere. It became more obvious she only came to me to get her back blown out, I wanted to be more serious but she'd just brush me off and tell me gimme some dikk.
Then she'd get her back blown out again and call me the n word. Then she'd go home to her son and her white drug dealer boyfriend. So I finally did ask her about that shyt and she was telling me not to be sensitive then I'm talking about going out. Cuz she's only ever been over at my place. She stopped responding to my texts, then I'd call and leave messages and shyt after a p*ssy drought.
I feel ashamed of myself to let her get to me like that.
Never responded to anything, not even on Facebook. shyt I just asked to treat me like a human being, that's all. 
yep. once. Given the circumstances (she was too insecure)............I aint even mad.
and
. But, later the ego never came into play. I knew what to expect and subsequently what was going to happen, so I handled it accordingly.