Scott Larock
Its hard leaving thecoli but I gotta find a way...
And I'm miserable as hell.
I know guys in their 50 not even making 40k a year and I don't know how they live. Honestly, I'm trying to get it together, have a couple coli dudes help me, I'm reading all day, don't do shyt besides read and apply for jobs and I'm so fukking miserable.
I keep to myself but being in that undereducated group I will say the worst part about it is you cannot socialize where you should be in life. In other words you're circle is limited, mostly dudes who are also the same as you, educated sisters kinda see you coming a mile away and really don't fukk you with.
And I'm a nice guy, no criminal record, no kids, no ghetto behavior but just because I'm not where I should be I'm suffering heavy.
Im pro black as it comes but honestly I fell back from thst shyt cuz these people black nikkas most likely won't be too keen to fukk with cats who ain't on their level financially. I doubt tarriq is gonna fukk with some bum nikka no matter how much knowledge he kicking.
So really man everything else is jist a wash, money is everything no matter what people say, it's the start and the end period.
I'm still pushing but I'm 4 to 6 years away from real paper.
I go to work and a day don't go by I don't wanna quit when I see it ain't going nowhere.
I stress family out, they don't talk to me cuz I don't talk to any of them, who would of thought once you wake up and see shyt for what it is everything you where told to do is meaningless.
All thst hip hop, homeboy shyt, chilling shyt goes out the window real quick when you get up there in age and you're not where you should be.
Most nikkas ain't fukking with you like thst if you ain't right, I see why dudes sell drugs.
I know guys in their 50 not even making 40k a year and I don't know how they live. Honestly, I'm trying to get it together, have a couple coli dudes help me, I'm reading all day, don't do shyt besides read and apply for jobs and I'm so fukking miserable.
I keep to myself but being in that undereducated group I will say the worst part about it is you cannot socialize where you should be in life. In other words you're circle is limited, mostly dudes who are also the same as you, educated sisters kinda see you coming a mile away and really don't fukk you with.
And I'm a nice guy, no criminal record, no kids, no ghetto behavior but just because I'm not where I should be I'm suffering heavy.
Im pro black as it comes but honestly I fell back from thst shyt cuz these people black nikkas most likely won't be too keen to fukk with cats who ain't on their level financially. I doubt tarriq is gonna fukk with some bum nikka no matter how much knowledge he kicking.
So really man everything else is jist a wash, money is everything no matter what people say, it's the start and the end period.
I'm still pushing but I'm 4 to 6 years away from real paper.
I go to work and a day don't go by I don't wanna quit when I see it ain't going nowhere.
I stress family out, they don't talk to me cuz I don't talk to any of them, who would of thought once you wake up and see shyt for what it is everything you where told to do is meaningless.
All thst hip hop, homeboy shyt, chilling shyt goes out the window real quick when you get up there in age and you're not where you should be.
Most nikkas ain't fukking with you like thst if you ain't right, I see why dudes sell drugs.
