other kid's moms being crackheads and they literally had no food in the house, and depended on other women in the neighborhood just to not be hungry when school was out. i wasnt allowed to answer the door for a certain uncle when i was home alone, because he would have robbed us. my cousins who lived in the village(oakland projects) would tell me the police had pulled them out of bed looking for my aunts boyfriend, and they saw people literally get shot in the head in front of them. i remeber people just milling around like zombies, and seeing the police pull a body out of the dumpster behind safeway.