18 and still snapping ankles


Ankles hurting
played balled the other day and my knees hurted
freaking shoulder is killing me now when I lift.
not as fast on the court
Bout to be all cardio and low weights now. Use to be able two hours of basketball than 2 more hours of soccer and not feel a thing
. Time to just maintain now lol.
right now. I was like that in my late 20's too. Now I'm late 30's and have more energy and better athletics then 10 years ago. I stopped smoking cigarettes and got alot more healthier 
Stop she's married
Also, I don't flirt with coli women. Too many brehs have been embarrassed on the spot behind that 
@GoldCoastSaint lol I don't know I just remember having some traumatic experiences as a kid. I don't want to get into it. But I'd leave school in the middle of class because the bullying was next level.
I had bald spots in my head because of some shyt. I don't anymore. I had crooked teeth. I'm dark skinned. I was a little fat as a kid. I was hella awkward. I got called a lot of out of bounds of shyt. But ugly is what stuck with me the most.
I thank all those people though. I wouldn't be who I am today if they didn't torment me every second of my life. After my first suicide attempt I realized I don't want to die. I want to beat them in real life at everything. And I have.
I remember working out till I passed out thinking about all the shyt people said to me. When I don't want to take care of myself I think of those moments.
I will out live all of them, look better, be more succesful, and I will live a higher quality life than all of my tormentors.
I know I'm not ugly. I get asked to do modeling and girls like me a lot. But people will say anything when they don't like you.
Facts. I only focus on people who love me now. I try my best to not allow my childhood trauma to affect me as an adult, but some words are triggers. It's crazy how something a child says can stay with someone forever.People need to be taught this early. Mofos will look for a reason to talk shyt on you. Its best to focus only on the ones who love you.
Not for those who did track tho. That shyt's for life![]()

at 27 then you were already
way before that