I been feeling like a zombie lately.

[Boogie]

Like brain dead...just existing not living.

Seem like I been loosing people to jail or death my whole fukking life. And it makes you wonder what the fukk life really got in store for you. It's scary forreal.

I been playing bytches my whole life and now I'm In love but I did her dirty too. Honestly I only think she puts up with me is because of our daughter. It sucks when give somebody your all and they don't return it...I guess that how she felt??? shyt idk.

People see me and think I'm this goofy ass nikka always telling jokes but they don't know shyt. The holidays coming up and I swear to god I would do anything to have my mama back. Like a part of my life and childhood is missing.

If you got somebody you love let them know. Family friends whatever just let me know you there for them. That's all.

 

[TRY GOD]

well hopefully someone shoots you in the face

 

[Pier7]

go to bed dog

 

[be back in a bit]

You'll get through it breh. I know you're dealing with some more serious shyt so this may not apply, but if you aren't exercising and working out, do that. You'll feel better and more energized. That, eating well and getting proper sleep does wonders. It's been said that when people are depressed, they stop exercising, start eating bad food and don't sleep enough. It's like you've subconsciously decided you no longer wanna live and are slowly killing yourself. I know because I've been in that situation this year (not killing myself or anything, but living unhealthy as fukk). I'm planning to get back to the gym, sleep and eat better.

If you're already doing that stuff, then all I can say is hang in there, shyt always gets better and people find ways to move forward.

 

[Boogie]

go to bed dog

I gotta lay off the henny

 

[Arc]

Like brain dead...just existing not living.

Seem like I been loosing people to jail or death my whole fukking life. And it makes you wonder what the fukk life really got in store for you. It's scary forreal.

I been playing bytches my whole life and now I'm In love but I did her dirty too. Honestly I only think she puts up with me is because of our daughter. It sucks when give somebody your all and they don't return it...I guess that how she felt??? shyt idk.

People see me and think I'm this goofy ass nikka always telling jokes but they don't know shyt. The holidays coming up and I swear to god I would do anything to have my mama back. Like a part of my life and childhood is missing.

If you got somebody you love let them know. Family friends whatever just let me know you there for them. That's all.

Life is nothing but suffering and loss. We all realize this sooner or later. Btw you sounding like a simp for that girl, remember GMB 100-0

 

[WaveMolecules]

Like brain dead...just existing not living.

Seem like I been loosing people to jail or death my whole fukking life. And it makes you wonder what the fukk life really got in store for you. It's scary forreal.

I been playing bytches my whole life and now I'm In love but I did her dirty too. Honestly I only think she puts up with me is because of our daughter. It sucks when give somebody your all and they don't return it...I guess that how she felt??? shyt idk.

People see me and think I'm this goofy ass nikka always telling jokes but they don't know shyt. The holidays coming up and I swear to god I would do anything to have my mama back. Like a part of my life and childhood is missing.

If you got somebody you love let them know. Family friends whatever just let me know you there for them. That's all.

Im begining to think only people who are of slightly below average intelligence are ever happy.

We are constantly surrounded by so much shyt, being anything other than cynical and in pain seems delusional.


I envy people who go through life like they have no cares in the world.


Religion has something to do with this, maybe the crutch that blinds people with happy thoughts, but god doesn't exist so what now?

 

[Pier7]

I gotta lay off the henny

I know that feeling bro , you kno that those type of thoughts are actually a chemical reaction right?

Alcohol is a depressant. Thats why I cold quit drinking solo. Only pour up for social occassions

Alcohol and mental health | Drinkaware

I would be having all these types of wild thoughts in the middle of the night. Lay off the Henny, and drink more water bruh

 

[Reginald Noble]

On the topic of drinking - Most of my problems with alcohol stem from over-extending myself. I need to regroup internally and stop making moves so fast. Been making some big professional and life moves in the past 2 years and haven't really had time to adjust and sit back and reflect on the progress I've made.