What am I gonna do?
I've been putting a front for the coli like it doesn't bother me or I'm not scared, upset, angry, frustrated. So many emotions that I'm feeling and I thought that if I pretended like it wasn't happening that I wouldn't feel any of those emotions.
But today..... it hit me. It's over. What do I do with my life? Watching Kobe has pushed me to live. Through the ups and down, I've always had Kobe to rely on. I failed a test in HS? Well at least Kobe is playing tonight. Problems at the crib? Well, at least Kobe is playing tonight. My ex girl broke up with me cause I chose to watch Kobe play instead of chillin with her.
I've never felt a death before, well one that was close to me... but this has to be a similar feeling right?
Anyways, I just wanted to write this because I needed to let this out in the open.
I'm going to rely on you guys to comfort me through these tough times... especially my bros:
@houston911 @Nima0614 @Malta @2Quik4UHoes @Broke Wave @charmander @ikbm @Full Measures @Reinscarf @CHICAGO @Brozay @Loose @malcolmxxx_45 @tremonthustler1
sorry if I missed anyone but blame my mind not my heart.
I've been putting a front for the coli like it doesn't bother me or I'm not scared, upset, angry, frustrated. So many emotions that I'm feeling and I thought that if I pretended like it wasn't happening that I wouldn't feel any of those emotions.
But today..... it hit me. It's over. What do I do with my life? Watching Kobe has pushed me to live. Through the ups and down, I've always had Kobe to rely on. I failed a test in HS? Well at least Kobe is playing tonight. Problems at the crib? Well, at least Kobe is playing tonight. My ex girl broke up with me cause I chose to watch Kobe play instead of chillin with her.
I've never felt a death before, well one that was close to me... but this has to be a similar feeling right?
Anyways, I just wanted to write this because I needed to let this out in the open.
I'm going to rely on you guys to comfort me through these tough times... especially my bros:
@houston911 @Nima0614 @Malta @2Quik4UHoes @Broke Wave @charmander @ikbm @Full Measures @Reinscarf @CHICAGO @Brozay @Loose @malcolmxxx_45 @tremonthustler1
sorry if I missed anyone but blame my mind not my heart.




I got to see him from start to finish, celebrate the end breh celebrate it 

