Busted_Toes
Veteran
I been reading up on the subconscious mind and you can program it. So I got an 8 hour positive affirmations vid on Youtube and decided to listen to it before and while i sleep. They say when the mind is in Theta waves it can absorb more information. The issue is, all I think about before I go to sleep is fukking IG chicks or porn stars. I've never gone to sleep since a young teenager without thinking about fukking. So i can't even program my subconscious mind with positive affirmations because it is overridden by Ava Duvernay begging for anal or Megan the Stallion ice skating naked.
I might be doomed.
That means 90% of my mind is based around Sex.
I might go to a monastery or silent retreat but I don't want to fap in a Temple. How do you clear your mind?
I might be doomed.
That means 90% of my mind is based around Sex.
I might go to a monastery or silent retreat but I don't want to fap in a Temple. How do you clear your mind?

) and prayed that my lust would be taken away due to it ruining my life. I was a complete whore at one point and getting women was so easy for me due to being good looking and being a good talker but i knew it wasn't healthy.


IG and Porn a waste of damn time. You must not want p*ssy then.