I don't know how long I got left here... Should I just end it all myself?

[MoeDollaZ$]

People know everything I've ever put on the internet from the gud the bad and the ugly and down rite disgusting. A great majority of it was just for a quick laugh or a stupid inside joke. I've offered at lot of people and I apologize. I make up stuff to fit in and but in reality I try to be kind but maybe I have mental illness I really don't know. I'll let the court of public opinion try me because I feel like people are watching my every move. Wat do u think everyone should I give up on life or should I try to get help because Im extremely imature?

 

[Prince Mongo]

Yeah, probably

 

[ADK]

This song will cheer you up

 

[Lazy Migrant]

I feel like people are watching my every move.

should I try to get help because Im extremely imature?

What do you mean breh?

 

[Turbulent]

sub.

 

[MoeDollaZ$]

What do you mean breh?

I feel like the whole world hates me or that I'm one big joke or people are trying to get me in trouble for my issues which are all in my mind. Im the kind of person that has a sick sense of humor but I'm really not about that life I've been hanging around alot of the wrong people.

 

[wickedsm]

Get help.
Ignore all responses that say not to get help

 

[b_low_brown]

Get help.
Ignore all responses that say not to get help

This

 

[MoeDollaZ$]

I feel like my life is over in the public eye people hate me but imagine if everybody looked at it whole internet history. But I don't want to give up. I think I might be bipolar or depressed but I really say a lot of things for attention. People take wat I say out of context I like to exaggerate alot? Does it mean I'm a bad person?

 

[b_low_brown]

I feel like my life is over in the public eye people hate me but imagine if everybody looked at it whole internet history. But I don't want to give up. I think I might be bipolar or depressed but I really say a lot of things for attention. People take wat I say out of context I like to exaggerate alot? Does it mean I'm a bad person?

Get medicine
Talk to a therapist
If ur not trying to get better u won't

 

[darryl]

Yeah, probably

 

[Vonte3000]

I feel like the whole world hates me or that I'm one big joke or people are trying to get me in trouble for my issues which are all in my mind. Im the kind of person that has a sick sense of humor but I'm really not about that life I've been hanging around alot of the wrong people.

You must have had a lonely traumatic childhood bruh

 

[The Mad Titan]

I feel like the whole world hates me or that I'm one big joke or people are trying to get me in trouble for my issues which are all in my mind. Im the kind of person that has a sick sense of humor but I'm really not about that life I've been hanging around alot of the wrong people.

This 1st and most healthy thing you can do since you identify it is change your association. You'll see a huge change in yourself and your life with that alone. In the mean time if you have means to get therapy look into it. In your case I think that will also help alot.


Keep ya head up. Life is always changing.

 

[TooLazyToMakeUp1]

Write a book

Build a bird-house

Start a hand modeling agency

File a frivolous lawsuit

 

[MoeDollaZ$]

I'd never act on anything I say it's for attention honestly. Or maybe I act like a spoiled little child. I don't know maybe it's my social anxiety but I really dont trust anyone anymore. But I've always felt that way. But I'm just having a pity party for myself