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I am sorry that you went through that... you were an innocent child...:hug:

What happened 10 yrs down the road?

I started smoking a pack a day. Doing bad In school. After I got raped, about a year or so, I saw my dad rip a woman's foot off while he was all cracked out (which I also repressed). I became depressed and suicidal.

:dwillhuh: breh is this foureal??? So nobody else heard him sexually assaulting u, u wasn't yellin or nothin when he got the tip in, where were yo parents, why u ain't tell the doctor when he came, is this why u became bi???

I was 6. I didn't know it was wrong. I just thought that's what happened at doctor's appointments. I yelled ten but I don't recall crying. Just being bewildered and confused.

I have no idea why im bi but my sexuality doesn't bother me too much anymore.
 

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I was about to start school and it had to either be kindergarten or first grade. I was at the doctors office and they were weighing me and testing reflexes and all that. I have no idea why but my mom wasn't around. I was just alone in one of those little rooms. The ones with the roll out wax paper and examining beds. I was a pretty decent kid and normally did what I was told. Someone that I'll describe as a nurse (to be honest, i have no idea but he was a man) came in the room and told me to take off all of my clothes. I did because I thought it was part of the physical. He told me to lay flat on my stomach and to count to ten as fast as I wanted. The dude then proceeded to get in my guts for a minute. I kept saying ten I had no idea that what happened was totally wrong. But it hurt getting my buns clapped so unexpectedly. And yes, they did clap. I remember the noise and his shadow over me.

I tried to talk to my parents about it but they always said I was making stuff up so I just blocked it out of my mind for the next 10 years.
So do you think it's a lie when homos say say they never had some type of funny style experience that turned then moist

Also was your mom hard up for money at that time
 
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I was about to start school and it had to either be kindergarten or first grade. I was at the doctors office and they were weighing me and testing reflexes and all that. I have no idea why but my mom wasn't around. I was just alone in one of those little rooms. The ones with the roll out wax paper and examining beds. I was a pretty decent kid and normally did what I was told. Someone that I'll describe as a nurse (to be honest, i have no idea but he was a man) came in the room and told me to take off all of my clothes. I did because I thought it was part of the physical. He told me to lay flat on my stomach and to count to ten as fast as I wanted. The dude then proceeded to get in my guts for a minute. I kept saying ten I had no idea that what happened was totally wrong. But it hurt getting my buns clapped so unexpectedly. And yes, they did clap. I remember the noise and his shadow over me.

I tried to talk to my parents about it but they always said I was making stuff up so I just blocked it out of my mind for the next 10 years.
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So do you think it's a lie when homos say say they never had some type of funny style experience that turned then moist

Also was your mom hard up for money at that time

Most professed homosexuals that I know irl have been raped. I don't know if it turned them but I will admit that I might not have been prone to standard gay sex if it weren't for this experience. I do think there are some folks that are born gay, too. It's a potential for some people imo. Wanting to love and sexing are not necessarily dependent but I digress. Yes, some lie. Homos lie well. No pun intended.

And yes my mom (single) worked 2 jobs. My dad was a product of vietnam - you're smart enough to know what that means in terms of affliction and addiction. Crack, heroin, ptsd...the works.

And my house as a child was literally tiles on top of dirt until I wad 15. I went to church 6 days a week just to eat. I was going to be a pastor until I found the stage.
 
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