I love to gamble on shyt I know...

[O.T.I.S.]

... But man, if life hasn't taught me anything is to not gamble on the people in your life.

I should know better tho... to put trust in people yet I did it again... fukked over again but everyone wants a handout when shyt gets tough for them..

I'm done brehs... Can't rely on anyone but yourself

And it's my fault. Slowly learning that I can't rely on anyone to do anything. Got to make it happen myself... Back to my selfish mentality.


That's the mentality with anything now but it should've always been that way. That's my fault tho

 

[SeveroDrgnfli]

... But man, if life hasn't taught me anything is to not gamble on the people in your life.

I should know better tho... to put trust in people yet I did it again... fukked over again but everyone wants a handout when shyt gets tough for them..

I'm done brehs... Can't rely on anyone but yourself

And it's my fault. Slowly learning that I can't rely on anyone to do anything. Got to make it happen myself... Back to my selfish mentality.


That's the mentality with anything now but it should've always been that way. That's my fault tho

You're a good person @O.T.I.S.

Don't let the evils of the world change you into what they are. Many people are fighting the same internal battle you are. Stay strong man. It's like a battle between the heart and mind I think. I'm rambling now....

 

[O.T.I.S.]

You're a good person @O.T.I.S.

Don't let the evils of the world change you into what they are. Many people are fighting the same internal battle you are. Stay strong man. It's like a battle between the heart and mind I think. I'm rambling now....

Nah you not rambling... There's nothing to do but go forward

But breh when I tell you I done put myself out there for people and they not reciprocating it back.

It just brings me back to the point when I didn't give a fukk about nothing other than myself. I feel like it's that time again. I dont ask for much from anyone but if it's important for me, and you back out last minute... Then it's back to the that mentality about fukk everyone to me.

Especially when I go out my way to compromise myself for you.. Time to cut fam and friends off.. Again

I blame myself though because it's nothing new.. I just got comfortable. But I got to do it all on my own and everyone just wants to tag along from what I notice

 

[SeveroDrgnfli]

Nah you not rambling... There's nothing to do but go forward

But breh when I tell you I done put myself out there for people and they not reciprocating it back.

It just brings me back to the point when I didn't give a fukk about nothing other than myself. I feel like it's that time again. I dont ask for much from anyone but if it's important for me, and you back out last minute... Then it's back to the that mentality about fukk everyone to me.

Especially when I go out my way to compromise myself for you.. Time to cut fam and friends off.. Again

I blame myself though because it's nothing new.. I just got comfortable. But I got to do it all on my own and everyone just wants to tag along from what I notice

I've been here. You have to protect yourself man. The trauma of that shyt sticks with you. It's best to limit your exposure to that abuse. Take care of yourself fam.

 

[O.T.I.S.]

I've been here. You have to protect yourself man. The trauma of that shyt sticks with you. It's best to limit your exposure to that abuse. Take care of yourself fam.

I been there too.. Too many times to be this angry at this shyt. But I worked to hard to get myself out of bullshyt to be put back into it. And I'm only here because I'm trying to help or believe in shyt that I shouldn't even acknowledge anymore. I done been cold hearted before but been working on myself, but tonight. All out the window imo.

People say "idgaf" but foreal, when I feel that way I mean it. There's no way to explain it that anyone online could ever believe and that's cool with me. If I done did all this inconvenient shyt for you yet you can't do something regular... Easy... Something you committed yourself to? Then the best case scenario is that you're dead to me.

 

[lotteryplaya]

Sad but true. Sometimes you have friends who are more honest and loyal than your blood relatives. Hold on to any down people you find because you wont find many in life. Like they say born alone, die alone.

 

[O.T.I.S.]

Sad but true. Sometimes you have friends who are more honest and loyal than your blood relatives. Hold on to any down people you find because you wont find many in life. Like they say born alone, die alone.

I try to but now I dont care...

I'm gonna always be good in some way.. But I'm holding grudges against my people here on out. Idgaf... I don't trust shyt you say until you show me. Had too many people try to spit game then fukk me over in just one year. Gonna do it myself as usual

 

[Houston911]

I try to but now I dont care...

I'm gonna always be good in some way.. But I'm holding grudges against my people here on out. Idgaf... I don't trust shyt you say until you show me. Had too many people try to spit game then fukk me over in just one year. Gonna do it myself as usual

What happened?

 

[O.T.I.S.]

What happened?

People saying they going to do shyt then last minute flipping the script but I'm good.

Don't want to get into details but if I have to go through anymore extra shyt I'm cutting people off. I've wasted a lot of time and money on promises from friends and fam... now I'm stuck doing shyt I don't want to do and being sent off to training for shyt that's beneath me... Bruh I'm legit pissed right now and there isn't much that's gonna help me feel any different