1. Part of the LBGT community
2. Narcissistic
3. suffering from a God Complex
...while I do feel the Coli has a lot to offer, my ongoing abuse, harassment, and torture, along with attempted social isolation is destroying the credibility of this forum. There's certain behavioral patterns that I've been studying closely over the months. One being the use of the word "weirdo", no matter the user's region they call me a "weirdo" and it's always when I'm conveniently making a point that outclasses theirs.
Second is the contrary disposition, I've frequently juggled personas using a methods from a grad school book that seeks out certain personality traits. I've appeared "wounded", "self-sufficient", "conflicted", "eager", and "exemplary", these same abusive behavioral patterns manifested no matter which disposition I used to appeal. This is commonly seen in the homosexual community, as they feel "attacked".
Lastly no matter what I've contributed, in what vernacular it was met with contrariety, where the poster MUST BE RIGHT, and if he's not, "sock puppets" conveniently show up to offer assistance. This is the psychology profile of someone with a "God Complex", often time forum and blog owners put a lot of time into content that goes unrewarded by either monetary or social acceptance. This problem is usually adjusted with "sock puppets" who alleviate the psychological stress of the "puppeteer" by agree with them. It validates their self worth and also creates a general consensus for users to follow.
God Complexes are very difficult for a curator to admit to when exposed because they are forced to face the reality of their offline lives, and the preoccupation that they may be "alone".
Every time I log on to the Coli, I feel like this:
Now, while I'm partly joking, the sad part is that the Coli could be so much more, the kind of "more" it's aspiring to be it just allows its users to interact naturally and unforced. We're not toys on your playground. We're humans who are just chillin' and that's where the magic happens.
I offer anyone to read my first posts, and see the gradual process of the monster I became through having to defend myself online.
2. Narcissistic
3. suffering from a God Complex
...while I do feel the Coli has a lot to offer, my ongoing abuse, harassment, and torture, along with attempted social isolation is destroying the credibility of this forum. There's certain behavioral patterns that I've been studying closely over the months. One being the use of the word "weirdo", no matter the user's region they call me a "weirdo" and it's always when I'm conveniently making a point that outclasses theirs.
Second is the contrary disposition, I've frequently juggled personas using a methods from a grad school book that seeks out certain personality traits. I've appeared "wounded", "self-sufficient", "conflicted", "eager", and "exemplary", these same abusive behavioral patterns manifested no matter which disposition I used to appeal. This is commonly seen in the homosexual community, as they feel "attacked".
Lastly no matter what I've contributed, in what vernacular it was met with contrariety, where the poster MUST BE RIGHT, and if he's not, "sock puppets" conveniently show up to offer assistance. This is the psychology profile of someone with a "God Complex", often time forum and blog owners put a lot of time into content that goes unrewarded by either monetary or social acceptance. This problem is usually adjusted with "sock puppets" who alleviate the psychological stress of the "puppeteer" by agree with them. It validates their self worth and also creates a general consensus for users to follow.
God Complexes are very difficult for a curator to admit to when exposed because they are forced to face the reality of their offline lives, and the preoccupation that they may be "alone".
Every time I log on to the Coli, I feel like this:
Now, while I'm partly joking, the sad part is that the Coli could be so much more, the kind of "more" it's aspiring to be it just allows its users to interact naturally and unforced. We're not toys on your playground. We're humans who are just chillin' and that's where the magic happens.
I offer anyone to read my first posts, and see the gradual process of the monster I became through having to defend myself online.
