So as some of you know I been using this board as some kinda of self deprecating troll device for years. But I have my moments where I do get vulnerable and vent. I been smoking weed consistently for almost a year now and I feel like I learn more and more about myself each time.
We all have this idea that we're the main characters in our stories. It's possible, but in life, unless you're making shyt happen , you won't be the main character.
For the last .... 7 years I've just been letting life happen to me. It's right after the time I got everything I wanted in life at the time. I was 24, I lived in South Florida, less than 10 mins from the beach, had my own car, crib, good paying job, etc. I was close to the best shape of my life (was still kinda 'skinny') and everything seemed to go my way.
But I forgot who said it, but the quote was something like... "The 2 biggest tragedies in life is gaining everything, the other is losing it" this applied to me. I had everything I wanted at the time, got bored, became inconsistent and then fell off. Ever since then I just started letting shyt happen, instead of making it happen.
Today I realized as men, we're either motivated by money, sex or love. I'm motivated by sex. So that means if I want to keep getting good consistent sex, I need to be a good consistent person. I need to be in tip top shape. I need to be Goku.
Goku was in the chamber busting his ass to fight Cell. Everyone thinks they can be Goku, but Goku probably laughing at all them nikkas like they have no clue what it takes. We all wanna be Goku, some of us think we are.... But then we try something and go full throttle in the beginning, get burnt out and give up and go right back to being a loser again.
Goku never quit. Goku stayed consistent. Goku cried blood, sweat and tears. I realized money don't motivate me. I mean I know I need it, but I could live in a small studio or condo and be perfectly happy. It's women who want the big house, kids, vacations and all the extravaganzas. I just want sex. So I need to be Goku. I don't just want that vanilla shyt... I just finished doing some sprints at the park. I'm gonna stay consistent til I'm back to who I once was, but better. No more rookie mistakes.
We all have this idea that we're the main characters in our stories. It's possible, but in life, unless you're making shyt happen , you won't be the main character.
For the last .... 7 years I've just been letting life happen to me. It's right after the time I got everything I wanted in life at the time. I was 24, I lived in South Florida, less than 10 mins from the beach, had my own car, crib, good paying job, etc. I was close to the best shape of my life (was still kinda 'skinny') and everything seemed to go my way.
But I forgot who said it, but the quote was something like... "The 2 biggest tragedies in life is gaining everything, the other is losing it" this applied to me. I had everything I wanted at the time, got bored, became inconsistent and then fell off. Ever since then I just started letting shyt happen, instead of making it happen.
Today I realized as men, we're either motivated by money, sex or love. I'm motivated by sex. So that means if I want to keep getting good consistent sex, I need to be a good consistent person. I need to be in tip top shape. I need to be Goku.
Goku was in the chamber busting his ass to fight Cell. Everyone thinks they can be Goku, but Goku probably laughing at all them nikkas like they have no clue what it takes. We all wanna be Goku, some of us think we are.... But then we try something and go full throttle in the beginning, get burnt out and give up and go right back to being a loser again.
Goku never quit. Goku stayed consistent. Goku cried blood, sweat and tears. I realized money don't motivate me. I mean I know I need it, but I could live in a small studio or condo and be perfectly happy. It's women who want the big house, kids, vacations and all the extravaganzas. I just want sex. So I need to be Goku. I don't just want that vanilla shyt... I just finished doing some sprints at the park. I'm gonna stay consistent til I'm back to who I once was, but better. No more rookie mistakes.
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