I'm feeling homicidal :demonic:

[GrindtooFilthy]

yo i'm about to snap

-my gpa is shyt
-i applied to so many fukking jobs/internships and i haven't got a call back
-i'm whipless
-broke as shyt

i'm not saying i'm about to be on the white people serial killer shyt

but i've reached my boiling/breaking point, i feel if someone just side steps me the wrong way i'm about to beat them to a bloody pulp

going to the gym has been a great help but i feel like it's not helping enough

i see everybody out there getting bread and my broke ass ain't doing chit, i've done everything in power shiet i even started praying my nikkas i got on my knees and prayed, shyt i'm still getting on my knees and praying every morning. fukking hate this feeling, i hate feeling like i ain't shyt fukk.

yo God if you out there you have to help me out mane, help a brother out I can't do this no more

inb4 the feds are watching, ayo feds if you are hook a brother up with job/co-op i need this shyt.

 

[DrX]

bro why don't u start a business ? whats ur field of study ?

 

[GrindtooFilthy]

bro why don't u start a business ? whats ur field of study ?

engineering, i really might but like i said i'm broke where am i gonna get money for capital?

 

[Marci-Senpai]

 

[marcuz]

bro why don't u start a business ? whats ur field of study ?

what the fukk. he says he has no car or money and you suggest starting a business? entrepreneurship should always be the goal, but you nikkas sound stupid suggesting brehs can conjure up successful businesses out of dust

 

[Black]

yo i'm about to snap

-my gpa is shyt
-i applied to so many fukking jobs/internships and i haven't got a call back
-i'm whipless
-broke as shyt

i'm not saying i'm about to be on the white people serial killer shyt

but i've reached my boiling/breaking point, i feel if someone just side steps me the wrong way i'm about to beat them to a bloody pulp

going to the gym has been a great help but i feel like it's not helping enough

i see everybody out there getting bread and my broke ass ain't doing chit, i've done everything in power shiet i even started praying my nikkas i got on my knees and prayed, shyt i'm still getting on my knees and praying every morning. fukking hate this feeling, i hate feeling like i ain't shyt fukk.

yo God if you out there you have to help me out mane, help a brother out I can't do this no more

inb4 the feds are watching, ayo feds if you are hook a brother up with job/co-op i need this shyt.

 

[DrX]

what the fukk. he says he has no car or money and you suggest starting a business? entrepreneurship should always be the goal, but you nikkas sound stupid suggesting brehs can conjure up successful businesses out of dust

i did and im not a nikka, bruh

 

[Couth]

inb4delete.

good luck with that op.

 

[marcuz]

i did and im not a nikka, bruh

werd? you started a successful business out of nothing. do tell. link to your site?

 

[DrX]

engineering, i really might but like i said i'm broke where am i gonna get money for capital?

bro theres plenty of ways to make money for capital....u can get a BS min wage service job and save like hell, u can cut grass...u can clean houses etc....flip shyt that u buy cheap

 

[Zero]

:kent2:

 

[DrX]

werd? you started a successful business out of nothing. do tell. link to your site?

nope.....but all i need was a internet connection for my business.....

 

[GrindtooFilthy]

bro theres plenty of ways to make money for capital....u can get a BS min wage service job and save like hell, u can cut grass...u can clean houses etc....flip shyt that u buy cheap

you talking like it's easy, i said i'm whipless and don't have money. i mean i'll try but i done so much that's why i'm venting to the coli.

how am i gonna get there and where will i get money to buy basic equipment. my bank account literally only has $95.00

 

[2stainz]

see engineering used to be the money train...but you have to get into internships early on so they can hire you when you graduate. Now a days, people having a tougher time getting those 'ships cause of the competition, especially in civil engineering. BUT the good new for you breh is that its still a good field...just start anywhere, to get your foot in the door.

I mean maybe even some low wage non-engineering job at an engineering firm

 

[Mowgli]

Cant relate

Moved to l.a at 19 with 500 dollars in my pocket and no car and made myself into a 6 figgie niggie in under 10 years with just a high school diploma and a brazillian jiujitsu membership.

Never asked mommy for money.

Never moved back to mommies house.

Hustle hard or live with mommy and stack chips till you ready.

I thought your grind was filthy. You not grinding hard enough, on them books or on them flips.


nikkas ready to body themselves because they didnt start the race in the lead.