I'm tired. Really am.

[Beerus]

Yeah. I'm just really tired. Like not physically. God I wish I could be like yall and use drugs or drink alcohol to boost my self esteem up instead of having to rely on my mind to do so. Like I'm just tired of being my own cheer me up person in general. I'ma go on but I just feel like shyt I might just collapse like that and not get up breh cuz my mind gon be like "nikka im done cheering ourselves up im quitting on ya goodbye"

Spoiler

No I don't want to off myself

 

[VanVanCity]

Get some p*ssy maybe?

That always makes me feel better

 

[BocaRear]

Sounds like you need some love in your life, friend. Get married breh.

 

[ThugLife]

I dont do drugs either and Im pretty happy

 

[Malta]

Lakers offseason got you down breh?

 

[ℒℴѵℯJay ELECTUA]

change of scenery? think about it for a minute..travel/vacation..come back fresh and inspired.

 

[CinnaSlim]

Reach out to someone.
Get out of the house and do something different.
Write down goals even small ones and accomplish them
Exercise and listen to some good music
Treat yourself to some good food or a massage or a something to relax you.

We all get to that point. It's okay to feel tired but make sure it's only temporary.
You're not alone, breh.

 

[Beerus]

change of scenery? think about it for a minute..travel/vacation..come back fresh and inspired.

Going on vaca for 12 days this week. Still don't think it may help or make it worse cuz im used to 3-4 weeks, not this 12 days crap.

It's like I'm walking with negativity and sadness with me all the time. oh yeah I'm happy at times, but hapiness only comes in for a few while negativity and sadness are with me but they just quiet....

 

[Beerus]

Reach out to someone.
Get out of the house and do something different.
Write down goals even small ones and accomplish them
Exercise and listen to some good music
Treat yourself to some good food or a massage or a something to relax you.

We all get to that point. It's okay to feel tired but make sure it's only temporary.
You're not alone, breh.

Lol I don't reach out like that to people I mean shyt I may feel like shyt but I make sure I never show it.
I do different things.
I got my goals and I'm working towards them right now with no snag on my way.
I work out 6 days a week and listen to music.
I eat good food already, I ain't letting no stranger touch me.

 

[ℒℴѵℯJay ELECTUA]

Going on vaca for 12 days this week. Still don't think it may help or make it worse cuz im used to 3-4 weeks, not this 12 days crap.

It's like I'm walking with negativity and sadness with me all the time. oh yeah I'm happy at times, but hapiness only comes in for a few while negativity and sadness are with me but they just quiet....

i feel you 100, you have a negative charge which is locked onto your mind and soul properties..
Are you close with your parents/guardians?

 

[Beerus]

i feel you 100, you have a negative charge which is locked onto your mind and soul properties..
Are you close with your parents/guardians?

nah not really. I mean I'm cool with my pops, not really wit my moms(she gets on my nerves). I consider my pops as my nikka, but just like with everyone else I never let em know if there is something wrong with me I like being the strong silent type in that aspect

 

[BocaRear]

Going on vaca for 12 days this week. Still don't think it may help or make it worse cuz im used to 3-4 weeks, not this 12 days crap.

It's like I'm walking with negativity and sadness with me all the time. oh yeah I'm happy at times, but hapiness only comes in for a few while negativity and sadness are with me but they just quiet....

Life is nothing if you can't share it with someone very special to you

Lol I don't reach out like that to people I mean shyt I may feel like shyt but I make sure I never show it.
I do different things.
I got my goals and I'm working towards them right now with no snag on my way.
I work out 6 days a week and listen to music.
I eat good food already, I ain't letting no stranger touch me.

This is further evidence, no man is an island. Go find your Queen. She's been waiting a while for you.

 

[CinnaSlim]

Lol I don't reach out like that to people I mean shyt I may feel like shyt but I make sure I never show it.
I do different things.
I got my goals and I'm working towards them right now with no snag on my way.
I work out 6 days a week and listen to music.
I eat good food already, I ain't letting no stranger touch me.

nah not really. I mean I'm cool with my pops, not really wit my moms(she gets on my nerves). I consider my pops as my nikka, but just like with everyone else I never let em know if there is something wrong with me I like being the strong silent type in that aspect

What @BocaRear said, "no man is an island".
You're not supposed to hold stuff in. It looks cool to be the strong silent type but everything you keep bottled up, ferments and turns toxic. I know from experience.

I mean I'm not telling you to bytch and cry but you need an outlet for stress and you need support.

 

[Easy-E]

Hopefully, you're just blowing off steam.

 

[BlvdBrawler]

Yeah. I'm just really tired. Like not physically. God I wish I could be like yall and use drugs or drink alcohol to boost my self esteem up instead of having to rely on my mind to do so. Like I'm just tired of being my own cheer me up person in general. I'ma go on but I just feel like shyt I might just collapse like that and not get up breh cuz my mind gon be like "nikka im done cheering ourselves up im quitting on ya goodbye"

Spoiler

No I don't want to off myself

Sounds like you haven't vacationed in a while. Go somewhere warm, with beaches and half naked women.